Page 62 of Bratva Bride
Ivan's hand settled on my lower back, warm through the thin fabric of my sundress. Not restraining, just... present. Grounding. A reminder that he was here, that I was safe even in this exposure.
"Good girl," he said, and those two words in that tone—approving and dark and edged with something hungry—made heat pool low in my belly. "How do you feel?"
How did I feel? Like my skin was too tight for my body. Like every nerve ending had developed consciousness and was screaming for attention. Like I might dissolve into atoms if he didn't touch me soon, and might dissolve anyway when he did.
"Green," I managed, remembering our signals. "Very, very green."
A sound escaped him—not quite a laugh, not quite a groan. His hand moved from my back to the hem of my sundress, fingertips barely grazing the backs of my thighs. I couldn't suppress the shiver that ran through me, and I knew he felt it, cataloged it, filed it away in that brilliant mind that never stopped analyzing.
"I'm going to lift your dress," he said, voice steady despite the tension I could feel thrumming through his body. "Is that all right?"
"Yes." The word came out breathless, desperate.
The fabric sliding up felt like the slowest tease in existence. Cool air hit the backs of my thighs, then higher, until the dress pooled around my waist. I was wearing simple, white cotton panties and suddenly they felt like the only barrier between me and complete vulnerability.
Ivan's palm settled on the curve of my ass, just resting there, but the contact made my entire body clench with want. I could feel the heat of his hand through the thin cotton, could feel myself getting wet in response to just this—just his hand claiming space on my body.
"Anya." My name in his mouth sounded like a prayer and a question. "I need to take these down."
The words hit like physical impact. My panties. He wanted to remove the last barrier, to have me bare across his lap, exposed and vulnerable and his.
"Yes," I whispered, then stronger: "Yes, please, Daddy."
The title slipped out without thought, but the way his breath caught told me everything about how it affected him. His fingers hooked into the waistband, and I lifted my hips slightly to help him slide them down. The cotton whispered against my skin as he pulled them to mid-thigh, leaving them there—not completely removed but definitely not protecting anything anymore.
The air against my bare skin made me gasp. I was completely exposed to him now, could feel his gaze like a physical touch as he took in the sight of me spread across his lap. My face burned with something that wasn't quite embarrassment—more like acknowledgment of how much I wanted this, how wet I alreadywas, how my body was betraying every secret desire I'd tried to hide.
"Beautiful," he murmured, and his hand returned to my bare skin, palm warm against the curve of my ass. "You're shaking."
I was. Fine tremors running through my entire body like electricity through water. "I'm—" I started, then stopped. What could I say? That I was so aroused I could barely think? That I could feel myself getting wetter with each second his hand rested on me? That I was terrified he'd notice and think less of me for turning punishment into pleasure?
"I can smell how aroused you are," he said quietly, matter-of-factly, like discussing the weather while my world imploded. "That's normal, kotyonok. Natural. Nothing to be ashamed of."
A whimper escaped my throat. He knew. Could smell my desire, could probably see it too, and instead of disgust or dismissal, he was offering acceptance. Permission to want this.
"Are you upset?" I managed to ask, the question small and vulnerable. "That I'm—that this is making me—"
"Wet?" he supplied when I couldn't finish, and the clinical way he said it while his hand caressed my bare ass made my clit throb in time with my heartbeat. "No, baby girl. I'm not upset. Your body's response is honest. Beautiful. It tells me you trust me enough to let punishment become something else. To let discipline and desire exist together."
His hand moved in slow circles, barely touching but enough to make every nerve ending sing. I could feel my arousal growing, could feel wetness gathering between my thighs, could feel my clit swelling with need. Each heartbeat sent a pulse of want through me, and I had to bite my lip to keep from grinding against his thigh like an animal in heat.
"I need you to understand something," Ivan continued, his voice dropping lower. "This spanking is for breaking the rule. But if it feels good for you, that's not against the rules. That's notwrong. That's just your body processing intensity in the way it needs to. Do you understand?"
"Yes, Daddy." The words came out on a moan as his hand pressed slightly firmer against my skin. I was already so close to the edge just from this—from his hand on my ass, his thighs beneath me, the position that made me feel small and claimed and desperately, desperately wanted.
"Prepare yourself, kotyonok," Ivan said, and those two words carried enough weight to reorganize my entire molecular structure. Like my body understood commands my brain was still processing, every muscle tensed and released, finding some new configuration designed for this exact moment.
His hand stayed perfectly still on my bare ass, just resting there, but that stillness was doing absolutely insane things to my nervous system. Each point of contact between his palm and my skin felt like a live wire, sending sparks directly to my clit that made it throb in rhythm with my racing heartbeat. I could feel myself clenching around nothing, my body begging for something to fill the emptiness while simultaneously grateful for the pure, focused sensation of waiting.
"Take a breath," he murmured, and I realized I'd stopped breathing entirely. The inhale shook on the way in, caught on the edges of want so acute it bordered on pain. "Good girl. Another."
The praise made me wetter, if that was even possible. I could feel my arousal coating my inner thighs now, could smell it in the air between us—that unmistakable musk of desperate want that advertised exactly how affected I was. Part of me wanted to die of embarrassment. The rest of me wanted to arch my back further, present myself more obviously, beg him to skip the spanking and just fuck me until I forgot my own name.
But that wasn't what this was about. This was discipline. Structure. The careful reinforcement of rules that kept me safeeven when my anxiety tried to eat me alive at three in the morning.
The fact that it was also making my pussy drip like a broken faucet was just . . . incidental. Right?
"Your body is so responsive," Ivan observed, his voice clinical and approving at once. "Look how pink you're already getting, just from anticipation."
