Page 69 of Bratva Bride
"Look at them!" Her voice carried genuine excitement, not the intellectual interest of analyzing species but the simple delight of seeing something beautiful. "They're so bright! Like someone painted them with sunshine."
This was what I'd wanted when I'd planned this trip. Not just the sexual exploration—though that was definitely a bonus—but this freedom. Watching her access parts of herself that had been locked away for twenty-six years. She was letting herself be young here, be wondered, be amazed by simple things like tropical fish and morning light on water.
"There's more," she said, pointing to a ray gliding beneath us with ethereal grace. "Oh, Ivan, look how it moves. Like it's flying underwater."
Her excitement was infectious. I found myself genuinely watching the ray, appreciating its fluid movement, letting myself feel wonder at something simple and beautiful. When had I last done that? When had I last stopped to watch fish or notice how light played on water?
The pavilion appeared through the palms like something from a dream—open-air but private, with white curtains that billowed in the ocean breeze. The space managed to feel both professional and intimate, clinical and warm. Yoga mats were arranged in a circle, with various materials laid out on low tables—fabrics, stones, shells, things I couldn't immediately identify.
"Mr. and Mrs. Volkov, welcome." Dr. Kamala emerged from behind a curtain, and immediately I understood why she was renowned in her field. Mid-forties, wearing comfortable linen clothes, she had that particular combination of professional competence and genuine warmth that made people feel instantly safe. Her smile reached her eyes—real, not performed. "I'm so pleased you could join us."
Two other couples were already present, sitting on cushions near the mats. The first was immediately recognizable as being in the lifestyle—a man about my age, silver beginning to thread through dark hair, with a woman who couldn't be older than twenty-five. She had a pacifier clipped to her sundress, the kind designed for adult Littles, decorated with tiny flowers. She wasleaning against her Daddy, completely relaxed, no shame or self-consciousness about the pacifier or her obvious little space.
The second couple was younger, maybe early thirties, and clearly newer to this. They held hands tightly, both radiating the particular combination of nervousness and excitement that came with trying something vulnerable for the first time. The woman kept touching a stuffed rabbit in her lap—not as naturally as Anya with Marina and Peanut, but like she was still learning it was okay.
"Please, make yourselves comfortable," Dr. Kamala said, gesturing to cushions near the others. "We'll begin with introductions—first names only, share whatever feels comfortable. This is a judgment-free space, reinforced by the resort's strict confidentiality policies."
Anya settled beside me, close enough that our knees touched, and I felt her relax incrementally as Dr. Kamala explained the session's structure. Partner-assisted sensory activities. Trust building. Anxiety reduction. Helping Littles feel safe in their bodies and their regression.
When Dr. Kamala mentioned the research—papers she'd published on sensory integration and trauma recovery—Anya's entire posture changed. This wasn't just feel-good therapy. This was evidence-based, scientifically-grounded work. I could practically see her brain switching into academic mode, ready to absorb and analyze everything.
"Before we begin," Dr. Kamala said, her voice taking on that particular therapist quality of being both gentle and authoritative, "I want everyone to understand that this session is about connection and trust. Some exercises might bring up emotions. Some might feel vulnerable. Everything is optional, everything can be modified, and consent can be withdrawn at any moment."
She looked directly at each couple as she spoke, making sure her words were heard and understood. When her eyes met mine, I saw assessment there—noting how I sat, how I held myself in relation to Anya, whether I seemed like a safe Daddy or a controlling one.
I must have passed because she smiled warmly before continuing. "We'll start with grounding exercises, then move through various sensory experiences, ending with some integration work. Questions?"
The younger couple had several, which Dr. Kamala answered with patience and clarity. Anya stayed quiet, but I could feel her vibrating with intellectual interest beside me, probably already comparing this to every academic paper she'd read on sensory therapy.
We'd made the right choice coming here. Even with my cock still half-hard from this morning's interruption, even with the promise of "later" hanging between us like a charged wire, this was right. This was what Anya needed—what we both needed.
Connection first. Pleasure after. The order mattered, even if my body violently disagreed.
"Let'sbeginwithgrounding,"Dr. Kamala said, her voice taking on a hypnotic quality that immediately shifted the room's energy. "Partners, sit back-to-back. Full contact from shoulders to hips if possible."
Anya and I shifted on our cushions, and then her spine pressed against mine—warm even through our shirts, each vertebra finding its match.
"Feel your partner's presence," Dr. Kamala instructed. "Their warmth, their breath, their heartbeat if you can find it. You're safe. They're safe. You're together."
Anya's breathing slowed to match mine, and I felt the moment her shoulders dropped, the tension bleeding out through our connected backs. Every point of contact felt hyperaware—the knobs of her spine, the expansion of her ribs, the way her body gradually trusted mine to hold her weight. We breathed together for what might have been five minutes or fifty, time stretching out in that way it did during meditation.
"Beautiful," Dr. Kamala said softly. "Now we'll explore tactile sensations. One partner will be blindfolded while the other introduces different textures. This builds trust and helps Littles experience touch without the anxiety of sight."
She demonstrated with silk scarves, and Anya volunteered to go first, turning to face me with trust that made my chest tight. The blindfold was purple—because of course the universe had that kind of humor—and once it was secured, she went still in that way she did when overwhelmed. Waiting. Processing.
"I've got you," I murmured, quiet enough that only she could hear. "You're safe."
Dr. Kamala had arranged various items on trays—silk, velvet, smooth stones, rough coral, shells, water in small bowls. I started with silk, drawing it across Anya's palm in slow strokes.
"Oh," she breathed, her fingers curling slightly. "That's—soft. Like water but not wet."
Next, a smooth stone, sun-warmed from sitting in the pavilion's patches of light. She cradled it between her palms, thumb finding its surface repeatedly. "Heavy. Grounding. Like holding the earth."
When I dripped cool water onto her wrist, she gasped, then giggled—actually giggled, the sound bright and unexpected. "Cold! That's definitely cold!"
The rough coral made her wrinkle her nose, but she explored it thoroughly, fingers mapping every ridge and valley. Through it all, I watched her face—the micro-expressions of discovery, theway her mouth curved when something pleased her, how she bit her lip when concentrating.
When we switched and she blindfolded me, the world contracted to touch and sound. Her fingers started with my face—tentative at first, then bolder. Tracing my eyebrows, the bridge of my nose, the line of my jaw. She was mapping me like territory she planned to claim, and my body responded to even this innocent touch with interest I had to consciously suppress.
