She wraps her legs around me, and a moan leaves my mouth, the way the movement draws me in deeper.
“Harder,” she says, kind of shyly. The same way she told me to choke her tighter the first time she spent the night.
I smile at her trust, then I grab her hand from my face and lift her arm over her head, her hand pinned to the mattress by my hold on her wrist. “Harder?”
She nods, unafraid.
“How hard? What do you want me to do?”
She lifts her chin, exposing her throat.
I smile, then keeping myself up by my hold on her wrist, I bar my forearm over her throat. Her eyes widen, and her legs untangle from my waist. But I don’t put a lot of pressure on her neck.
I dip my head down, though, sucking her other tit, leaving marks I know will bruise, biting at her skin, then her nipple, so hard and tight between my teeth. She shivers beneath me, her sounds little cries from my forearm over her throat.
I fuck her faster, licking a line between her tits, burying my head in the valley of them, wanting to bite this fucking bra off.
I move faster, now she’s all fucking mine and more relaxed, the hardest part over for her. She feels so fucking good, and the sounds of me entering her are better than any song I could’ve played.
I’m so close, and her thighs are shaking, and she’s calling my name, over and over on top of her little breathy noises.
And when I tilt my head and rest my ear over her heart, listening to how frantically it beats for me, I realize I love that, too. Her pulse thudding loud and clear beneath me.
“Baby, I’m going to come,” I say, my lips sticking to her skin, my arm still over her throat, one holding down her hand. Her other is in my hair and she pulls, hard.
“Inside me.” It’s like a plea, and we’ve never talked about birth control aside from that second she said she didn’t want a condom but right now, I can’t imagine a time I’d ever come inside of her with anything between us, or ever pull out of her. It would feel like a fucking waste.“Please.”
My entire body tenses with her begging, sweat damp in my hair, and I push into her softness one more time, two, then faster, and faster, and I’m coming so hard it feels as if my entire body is vibrating and I see white spots in my vision. I feel her heart thumping harder, faster, with my release, and it pushes me over the fucking edge.
I pick my head up, wrapping my arms around her, lifting her shoulders so she’s staring at me as I come, my eyes wide and my mouth open.
“Eden, baby. Eden, Eden,Eden.”I can’t stop saying her name. I can’t stop falling further. I can’t stop feeling something like love for her. “God, you’re so perfect.” I’m shaking and I don’t even know why. “You’re so fucking perfect for me.”
Her arms are around my back, cradling me close to her chest. She looks proud of herself, and I’m still inside her, everything in her. It turns me on all over again, knowing my cum will drip down between her thighs later.
I’m breathing hard and coming down, but it’s like my dick is still pulsing inside of her, and in this moment, I never want to fucking move.
She’s smiling shyly, and I huff the smallest laugh and she says, “That was…” Then she trails off.
I drop my head, kissing her nose, closing my eyes.
“Does it hurt?” I ask her, kissing her temple, her eyelids, holding her close, shifting my hips a little. “Are you sore?” I don’t open my eyes.
“Perfect,” she finishes her sentence. “It was all perfect.”
I want to ask how she really feels, but I can’t argue with her. It was. She is. We are.Fucking perfect.
And later in the night, when she’s curled up next to me and she made me promise I’d sneak her out in the morning so she doesn’t have to face my dad, and I can’t sleep but I don’t mind, not with her by my side, I think about that word.
Perfect.
I don’t believe in it. But this… this is the closest I’ve ever gotten in my entire life.
When I checked my phone, after she’d fallen asleep, I saw Dad texted me, and despite the fact he probably doesn’t enjoy coming home to hearing his son fucking his girlfriend, I know even he knows she’s too good for me because all his text said was,Be careful with her.
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Eli