Page 15 of Ecstasy
My eyes flutter closed. The panic is subsiding. I know the Xanax hasn’t kicked in yet, but I also know it’s coming.
And taking alcohol with Xanax is basically like roofying yourself. Not to mention the molly and the Addie and...What the fuck have I done?
“Did you have fun, princess?” Alex asks me.
I force myself to open my eyes. “I’m not a...” I trail off, my tongue leaden as Alex skims his hands up and down my sides. Then he spins me around abruptly.
I’m looking at Eli. He’s so close to me, but he takes a small step back, like he’s taking us both in, me and Alex.
Eli has always had such nice eyes.
And his lips. They’re so damn full.
I want them on my mouth.
I try to tell him that but then Alex burieshismouth against my neck as he hooks his thumbs through the waistband of my bikini and pulls it down.
“Step out of these for me, baby.”
I wrap my arms around myself, shivering.
Eli frowns, then closes the space between us. “She’s cold,” he says quietly as I do as Alex says.
My gaze holds Eli’s green one and he comes closer. So close we’re nearly touching. My teeth are chattering as Alex unties my bikini at my neck, then my back, pushing it off my body. He grabs my wrists, uncrosses my arms from my chest and Eli’s eyes dip lower, to my pebbled nipples. I think about them against his shirt in the living room, before he grabbed that guy by the throat.
“I-I’m f-freezing,” I say through my chattering teeth.
Eli reaches out his hand. I suck in a breath as he brushes his thumb over one nipple, then the other. He palms my breast and squeezes, stepping closer.
I almost close my eyes. I almost lean into his touch.
He’s touching me.
He’s touching me and it feels so good.
“You won’t be cold soon.” And then he shoves me backward, into Alex’s arms.
Alex laughs, his chest rumbling against my back as he yanks me up, onto the bed. He spins me around, positions my legs so I’m straddling him.
And he’s completely naked, his hard cock against my bare pussy.
“You still with us, princess?” he taunts me, curling my fingers around his cock.
I look down, my mouth hanging open. I’ve seen it so many times, but I never get over the fact that it’s so...big. And perfect and straight and thick and...
I want my mouth on it.
And not just that. I think about Eli behind me, watching.
“Yeah,” I manage to say out loud to Alex, “yes. I’m still with you.” I swallow, still staring down at Alex in my hand. “And I want you.” I bite my lip, my stomach fluttering. “And him.”
Without waiting to see his reaction, I brace myself with one hand on Alex’s shoulder and try to ease back off his lap. But someone’s fingers in my hair jerks my head back, stopping me, and then Eli’s eyes are looking into mine, upside down.
“Careful with her, Eli. You know I like this one,” Alex warns.
A slow smile curves on Eli’s lips as he leans down close to me, and I gasp against his mouth as Alex brushes the head of his dick against my clit.
“I’m not careful,princess,” Eli murmurs against my mouth, mocking Alex’s nickname for me. He pushes my head up and Alex’s fingers curl around my throat as he jerks me up and pulls me down on top of him.
