Page 93 of Things We Left Behind
“I met Allen the day of my dad’s funeral,” Sloane told her. “You raised a great kid.”
Mary Louise’s face rearranged into maternal pride. “I know it. I wish I could take credit for it, but I’ve been in here since he was sixteen.”
“What happened the night you were arrested?” Sloane asked. “We’re not here to judge. We want to help if we can.”
Mary Louise shook her head. “Honey, I appreciate that, but I’ve been in here eleven years. I don’t believe in miracles anymore.”
“We’re not offering a miracle,” I clarified.
“Anything that would get me out of this place one day early would be a miracle,” she insisted.
“Then tell us what happened that night,” I said.
Under the table, Sloane’s hand found my thigh and squeezed. Hard.
“Please,” I added briskly.
Mary Louise closed her eyes and reached up to rub the back of her neck. “My son was fifteen. His father and I had just split up, and he fell in with the wrong crowd. He had plans. He was going to be the first kid in my family to go to college.”
Sloane’s knee pressed more firmly against my leg. I kept my arm where it was on the back of her chair but allowed my fingers to brush her shoulder. I felt better, less anxious in here touching her.
Mary Louise locked eyes with me. “He was a good kid. A really good kid.”
“Good kids can make stupid choices,” I said.
Sloane tensed.
“I was working two jobs at the time. I wasn’t around as much as I should have been. I missed the signs. He’d started experimenting. Nothing too crazy. But his ‘friend’ told Allen he had a way they could make some money. Allen being Allen knew times were tough and thought this was a way he could help out the family. They took my car from the parking lot while I was working third shift to meet some dealer somewhere.”
She interlaced her fingers and rested them on the table.
“I got pulled over on the highway halfway between work and home. I had a headlight out. It turns out they decided it was safer to keep the drugs in my car. I had no idea I was driving around with almost five pounds of marijuana in my back seat. I didn’t even know what a dime bag was until I came here. I’ve learned a lot of things in here.”
There was no blame, no malice in her tone. She was simply stating facts.
“When you found out the drugs belonged to your son, that’s when you changed your plea, isn’t it?” Sloane guessed.
Mary Louise nodded. “He had a whole bright future ahead of him. I wasn’t going to let one mistake ruin all that.”
I felt a tightness in my chest. The sacrifice this woman had willingly made for her son was unfathomable. At least in my family.
“I had a public defender. The prosecutor offered me a deal. If I pled guilty, she would recommend one year with time served and the possibility of early parole. I was only supposed to do six months max. Six months and then I would be home. I’d see my baby’s high school graduation. I’d send him off to college.”
“What happened to the deal?” Sloane asked, leaning forward.
Mary Louise shrugged. “The prosecutor made the recommendation. But for whatever reason, the judge didn’t like the deal. He said drugs had been infiltrating his community for far too long and it was time to set an example for criminals like me.”
Sloane winced.
My free hand balled into a fist in my lap. I too knew what it was like to be at the mercy of a twisted justice system.
Mary Louise held up her palms. “So here I am in year eleven of a twenty-year sentence. But I wake up every day so glad that it’s me here and not my baby.”
It was too warm in this room. My tie was too tight. I needed air.
“I’m so sorry this happened to you,” Sloane said.
“Do you know if the drugs or bags were fingerprinted?” I asked.
