Page 79 of Things We Left Behind
“Anytime, Sloaney Baloney.”
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An Electrifying Dinner
Lucian
Ipulled my Range Rover into Knox’s driveway behind his truck. The lights were on in the big house, casting a glow that cut through the winter gloom. I’d loved coming here as a boy. The freedom Liza J and her husband, Pop, had allowed. Entire summers were spent here swimming in the creek, sleeping under the stars, climbing trees, daring each other to do the stupid shit of boyhood.
Of course, once we discovered girls, our priorities had changed.
The old timber house had changed as well. Since Knox and Naomi had moved in, there was a tidy order that had never existed before. There were candles in the windows and boughs of pine looped through the porch railing.
They’d gone all out for Christmas, their first as a family. It had been admittedly spectacular. I couldn’t blame Knox for the sleigh and reindeer on the roof. If I’d had a chance at a family like that, I’d probably go crazy overcompensating for all the holidays I hadn’t had as a kid too.
I got out of the car and debated smoking my cigarette now. Grabbing a last few quiet moments before going inside. It had been a feat of sheer willpower not to smoke it after leaving the library. The odds were I’d need it after dinner.
Sometimes I enjoyed these loud, casual gatherings, and other times I felt like a ghost haunting a happy family. As boys, Knox and Nash had accepted me for who I was. As men, we could pick up and put down our friendship at any time without consequences or hurt feelings.
But with Naomi and Lina now added to the mix, the relationship seemed to take on more responsibilities. If I disappeared to Washington or New York or Atlanta for weeks without contact, I had no doubt Naomi would track me down, demanding to know if everything was okay and when she could expect me back. Lina would, at the very least, expect a heads-up on my departure and a general timeline for my return. Both would take it personally if I went weeks or months without reaching out.
Women complicated things. And not just for the partners they chose. For everyone connected to their partners.
The front door banged open, and Knox ambled out just as headlights cut across the driveway. Muted music filled the night air over the rumble of engine.
Sloane’s Jeep pulled in behind my vehicle. The lights and engine cut out, but the music continued. It was “Man! I Feel Like a Woman.” I sighed. Some things never changed.
Knox reached me. He was wearing jeans and a thermal shirt in charcoal gray with one chewed-up sleeve.
“You didn’t tell me she was coming,” I said, hooking a thumb in the direction of the Jeep.
The song ended and the driver’s side door opened. Sloane slid to the ground, her cowboy boots landing with a clomp.
“Whose Rover?” she called out to Knox.
I stepped around the hood and watched her recoil.
“You didn’t tell me he was coming,” she snapped.
“This is exactly why I’m standing out here instead of opening my goddamn front door to you two,” Knox announced.
“What are you grumbling about now?” Sloane demanded, storming toward us. She was wearing leggings and an oversize ruby-red sweater that matched her lipstick. Her hair was half up and half down, with the length of it hanging in thick, careless waves. Casual. Touchable.
“Waylay and I had to listen to Naomi talk to herself for an hour about which one of you to uninvite tonight,” Knox explained.
“I believe the term is disinvite,” I said.
“Fuck you,” Knox replied.
“I don’t understand the conflict. I’m Naomi’s friend and her boss. Ergo, I win,” Sloane said testily.
“Yeah, well, Luce here ismyfriend. And apparently Naomi is worried about him,” Knox added.
I ignored the smug look on Sloane’s face. “There’s nothing to worry about,” I insisted, both annoyed and oddly comforted that someone out there was worried for me.
“Besides being a soulless cadaver hell-bent on bringing misery to all,” Sloane added.
“Just you, Pixie. I only live to destroy your happiness,” I said.
