Page 255 of Things We Left Behind
“Okay. This is weirder than a pile of dead rats,” she decided, still holding on to me and frowning at her own blossom-laden cherry tree. “Where did this come from?”
“From two possibly well-meaning idiots who are about to meet their maker. Come here.” We waded through the avalanche of pink petals to the porch swing. There, on a tableat least, was the champagne I’d ordered. Next to it was a bottle of bourbon that I hadn’t, and in front of both bottles was a greasy Dino’s pizza box.
I knew I should have called Stef, not Knox and Nash. But Stef was busy with his own grand gesture.
“Lucian, what the hell is going on?” Sloane demanded, opening the pizza box with suspicion.
A movement in the shrubbery caught my eye. Knox Morgan, wearing camouflage and green face paint, rose out of a rhododendron with his phone. He gave me the thumbs-up.
“What. The. Fuck?” I mouthed to him.
“Video, asshole,” he mouthed back, pointing at his phone.
I leaned over the railing and shoved him back into the bush.
“Lucian?” Sloane repeated.
“There’s something I want to talk to you about,” I said, returning to her side.
My heart was in my throat. I could feel my heartbeat in my head as I closed the distance between us.
I had almost reached her when the opening bars of Shania Twain’s “You’re Still the One” sounded from a fat spruce on the opposite side of the porch steps. I spotted the torso of Nash’s uniform peeking out from behind the evergreen. He was holding the speaker of his phone up to a bullhorn.
This was why people hired professionals.
“Why is there booze and pizza and a half ton of cherry blossoms on my front porch?” Sloane asked nervously.
I took a deep breath. “Loving you has been a touchstone for more than half my life. But being loved by you? That’s a fucking miracle. You, Pixie, are my fucking miracle.”
Sloane took a shuddery inhale and shook her head. “I’m not mentally ready for this, Lucian,” she whispered.
“Yes, you are. And so am I. Marry me, Sloane.”
She brought her hands to her eyes, still shaking her head. “What?” she croaked.
“You heard me. I’d get down on one knee, but I don’t know if I’d be able to get back up right now. Marry me. Be my wife.Remind me every day that I’m better than I think I am. Show me what it’s like to be loved by you. Because that’s all I ever wanted. To be good enough for you.”
I skimmed my hand over her cheek, then threaded my fingers into her hair.
She let out a choked sob.
“Don’t cry, Pixie,” I begged, brushing my lips to her forehead. “It kills me when you cry.”
“Don’t be so sweet then,” she said accusingly.
“Just hold on a little bit longer and we can go back to hurling insults,” I promised.
“Okay,” she said on a hiccupping little sigh.
“Sloane Walton, I have loved you for so long I don’t remember what my life was like before my heart was yours. It’s changed over the years. But I’ve loved you as a friend, an enemy, a lover. It would be my greatest honor in this lifetime if you would let me love you as my wife.”
Tears slid down her cheeks one after the other.
“Marry me, Sloane. Be my wife. Let me share your life up close. Let me protect you and love you like I’m ready to.”
I let go of her to retrieve the box from my pocket. It opened with a quiet snick.
The noise that came out of her mouth was a wheezing, keening moan that sounded like a bagpipe running full speed into an accordion.
