Page 153 of Things We Left Behind
“A very attractive metaphor,” Lucian said dryly.
“Come on,” I cajoled. “Admit it. It makes sense.”
I knew how to build up a rapport with a suspect thanks toBecoming Bulletproofby former Secret Service Special Agent Evy Poumpouras. About a year ago, I’d started a secret, unofficial book club for a few local high schoolers who were going through tough times as unpopular misfits. We read a lot of self-help and nonfiction about interpersonal relationships, and I didn’t mind deploying some psychological warfare when the scenario called for it.
“I don’t like this,” he said.
I bounced victoriously in his lap. “But you know I’m right. This could finally be our blank slate, big guy.”
“Blank slates are for new beginnings.”
“Ugh. Fine. This could be our ‘the end.’”
“If I agree,” he said, arresting my movements with his hands, “you have twenty minutes and then you’re shutting up and I’m taking your clothes off.”
I arched an eyebrow. “I thought we were done with each other.”
“Do you have something better to do this afternoon?”
I grinned. “Nope.”
“Twenty minutes,” he repeated.
I scrambled off his lap and planted myself against the arm of the couch, hugging a pillow to my chest. “I’ll go first. What kind of beard maintenance do you do? Or is it just rich guy magic where you wake up, look in the mirror, and command your facial hair to do what you want?”
His expression was priceless. “You can ask me anything and you want to know how I maintain my beard?”
I shrugged. “I’m warming you up before we get to the interesting stuff.”
“I already regret this.”
“Did you ever have feelings for Knox or Nash?”
Lucian’s question caught me by surprise. We’d mostly lobbed softballs back and forth, participating in a delicate dance around the minefields of our past.
“Uh, yeah,” I said emphatically.
“When?” he demanded, his grip on my feet in his lap tightening.
“Probably right around the time I hit fourteen and they suddenly got hot.”
“Do Naomi and Lina know you lust after their men?”
“Yep. They’re used to it. Anyone who enjoys looking at attractive men lusts after those two.” I laughed when he lookeddownright grumpy. “Oh, come on. You’re not left out of that equation. Women walk into glass doors trying to get a better look at you.”
He grunted.
“My turn. Why won’t you let me blow you?”
His laugh startled me.
“Do you find oral sex funny?” I demanded.
“On the contrary, I take it very seriously.”
My lady parts knew this intimately. I nudged him with my foot. “Elaborate, Lucifer.”
“I like being in control,” he said as if that answered everything.
