Page 51 of Should've Been Us
“No.” He surprised her with his words just as much as when he grabbed her shoulders and hauled her back to her feet, “No, that wasn’t the point. There’s only one place I want to be when I come and it’s not your beautiful mouth, Lu. Tell me, are you wet from letting me use you hard andrough?”
He backed her under the spray again with two big steps and pinned her to the wall. He didn’t wait for her to find her voice and answer. Connor slid one big hand up her thigh, finding the edge of her bikini bottoms and slipping beneath them and straight into herfolds.
She gasped, “Con…”
“So damn wet forme.”
“Yes.” Her voice felt hoarse and needy as she arched her hips into his seeking fingers, “Please.”
“Please what?” He growled against her throat, no doubt leaving more marks that she was too punch drunk to be mad at him for at themoment.
“Fuck me. Please. Connor, please.” She knew she was begging and she didn’t care about that either. She was too far gone. Too needy. Too eager to feel him inside her. Too desperate tocome.
“Like I’ve ever been able to deny you anything.” He muttered against her collarbone as he hefted her up, “Put your legs around me. That’sit.”
Her head cracked back against the concrete wall as he positioned himself and drove into her hard and fast in one push. They both cursed. Then his hips were moving just as frantically as they had been when he fucked her mouth, driving her higher and higher. She clung to him. Tried to kiss him. Tried to tell him, show him, that she’d never felt anything like this, but they were moving too roughly to put their mouths together without risking knocking their teeth out so she simply held on as he put his head in the crook of her neck and fucked her through the biggest, most overwhelming, intense orgasm of herlife.
“Connor! Oh God, Connor!” She gasped as her breath caught and the orgasm knocked the air out of herlungs.
“Ah fuck, that’s it. Come on my cock. Take me with you. Take me… Ah, God. Lu!” Connor’s voice actually cracked as he slammed deep inside her still quivering body andshuddered.
She could feel him come. Feel the way his thick length swelled with his climax and pulsed deep inside her tight channel. Feel the heat of his come lash against her walls. Her brain tripped up momentarily on the realization that they’d been too frantic to use a condom, again, but she dismissed it with her next pantingbreath.
This was just going to be the way the two of them came together. Too desperate to think about anything but each other. They were together now. Connor had told her that this morning and it had been whirling in her head all day. Now, there was no denying that he’d meant it and that it was exactly what she wanted too. Just the two of them, figuring out how to make thiswork.
“Jesus…” Connor finally groaned against her neck as he began to regain his bearings and started righting himself. He pulled back enough to meet her gaze and his pupils were still blown. The blue green glinting wildly as he softly traced a finger over her swollen bottom lip, “Every time we start fighting, let’s just do this instead from now on,ok?”
She grinned and giggled a little, “Deal.”
“Ah, damn.” He winced a little as he began to untangle them, “Don’tlaugh.”
“Why? What’swrong?”
“I can feel your muscles tense and I’m too damn sensitive after coming my brains out just a second ago.” He kissed the edge of her nose sweetly as he pulled out and they both hissed a breath. He set her back on her feet carefully and held her in place beneath the spray of the water that was miraculously still lukewarm. “Youokay?”
“Better than okay.” She nodded, letting her head fall to hischest.
“Sore?” He stroked her hair back, forcing her to look up at him and she saw the worry glinting in his eyes. “I was rough.Again.”
“I’m fine, Connor.” She promised, “I can take anything you dishout.”
“That was intensethough…”
“It was the best sex of my life.” She cut him off and watched what she would have sworn was a blush stain his cheeks, “Every single time with you is and then you go and make it better and my only worry is that I’m going to die from so many orgasms.Ok?”
The grin that curled up his handsome face was full of male pride and swagger and she couldn’t help but grin back athim.
God he was sexy. Sweet too. And as he gently held her beneath the spray of water, washing the signs of their rough lovemaking away and then helping her to redress both her and himself, she knew that she was in really bigtrouble.
Because her heart had spent years being battered and bruised. She’d only just begun to put it back together. And now she was feeling it slip back out of hergrasp.
As if he could read her mind, Connor stopped once they were fully clothed again and pulled her into his arms. He kissed her with the softness he’d lacked in the shower. Gentle and easy, he coaxed her mouth open and then played with her tongue. He didn’t touch her at all except for where he held her face between his hands and their mouths connected and still, when he finally broke away, she was dizzy with a desire that threatened to take her to herknees.
“Lu…” His voice was both soft and rough as he continued to hold her face, forcing her to meet his eyes, “Admit this thing between us is about more than just wanting mybody.”
Her throat instantly felt tight and she bit her lip. She remembered the way he’d called bullshit on her when she’d tried to use that excuse for giving in and going to bed with him. He hadn’t believed her, even then, and she’d known it. Just like she knew that he wasn’t trying to get her to convince him right now by admitting it. He wanted to be sure she saw past her own lies to the truth of what was happening betweenthem.
But the words wouldn’tcome.
