"Get off and stand up," I instructed again, and she did just as I told her, occupying her previous standing position and moving her thong out of the way. What an obedient whore.
I slammed into her pussy and heard her cry out in pleasure, but it did almost nothing for me. I took her rough and hard, fucking her into the desk, feeling the whole thing move.
"Fuck, yes, baby, do you like it? Do you like taking me so hard, baby?" Lisa’s uncertain words interrupted the images in my head.
No, I fucking hated this today. I yanked her hair back and pressed her against the desk, rendering her immobile as I pounded into her. But then I closed my eyes and let my imagination run free, straight to Isla.
Yes...nowI fucking liked it. Now I was about to spill out. Fuck, Isla taking me so well, her angelic voice letting me know how much she enjoyed it. But then I would flip her over and slow down. I’d watch herface screwed up in pleasure, her probably perfect tits bouncing with every thrust. I would hold her wrists on either side of her and pull her into the deepest and sweetest kiss of my life.
She would moan my name. Tell me how much she loved it. Yes. Then I thought of her sitting on my face. A completely unrestrained groan left my chest when an image of her pussy on my mouth burst into my mind. The view would be…heaven. Fuck yes, I would taste her and finger her and give her everything she wanted. I would make her feel so good. She would come on my tongue, and I would lick it all the fuck up, devouring her.
I imagined fucking her again, but then I would pull out and pump all over those juicy asscheeks and rub it the fuck in, all over her back and hair, marking what wasmine.
Mine. She was mine.
I’d never done that before—never came on a woman. I always,alwaysused condoms and never finished inside either. Condoms were not one hundred percent effective; no fucking way in hell would I risk knocking some girl up and then suffer the consequences. No glove, no love. Worse, so many chicks I had absolutely zero feelings for tried to fuck without it; it was mind-blowing.
I pulled out of Lisa and finished myself off, keeping her in the same position on the desk. Should I finger her and make her come? Not tonight, fuck it, I didn't care enough.
Lisa turned to me, breathing hard to catch her breath, but then she leaned in for a kiss, wanting to continue this. I pulled away quickly, catching the disappointment and hurt in her eyes.
"I have to go. Next time.” I brushed her off as I zipped up my pants.
"But baby! I just got here!" she whined.
"Stop calling me that!" I finally snapped. "Why the fuck do you call me baby? Do I look like your fucking boyfriend?!" Lisa flinched at myloud voice. Ugh. I was so out of sorts tonight. I obviously didn't want to hurt her, but she was just fucking getting on my nerves. "Just...don't call me that again. Ordaddy. That's even worse." I did my best not to be outright rude but heard my own abrupt words.
Huffing, she ripped her dress off the floor and pulled it on with efficient speed. She was visibly upset, but honestly, what the fuck was I supposed to do about it? I had fucked Lisa like a hundred times over the years, and I was certain I wasn’t the only one whom she visited.
"Don't call me again, Roman. You always break my heart." She spoke coldly while zipping up her dress.Ibroke her heart?! This girl was nuts! Today wasn’t much different than our regular sessions, maybe just a bit shorter, but Jesus Christ, what did she expect me to do, put a ring on it because we'd fucked so many times?!
"I won't. Get out." Was all I responded, and without missing a beat, she marched out of my office, slamming the door behind her. I actually kind of felt lighter after that. I didn't care for her in the slightest. Good fucking riddance.
Overall though, I was feeling like shit, guilt now piling onto my dysregulated state. Why the fuck did I call Lisa?
Eventually, I’d have to head back home, and Isla would be there. That thought both excited me and gave me a sharp dose of reality. She had nothing because of me, and I felt committed and responsible to help her. I’d take the knowledge of what happened that night to the grave. I would never tell her why her home went up in flames.
Right before midnight, I snuck intomy ownhouse and noticed a faint light coming from Isla’s room. She left the door a tiny bit open, so I peeked in, and my heart jumped at the knowledge that she was here, in my home. There she was, sleeping on her side, the light of the bedside table lamp illuminating her stunning body and face.
I just stood there and watched her like a fucking psycho. Her body waslean and small, but she had curves in all the right places. She was literally perfect. I was grateful she was asleep, lest I leer at her too long.
Having barely slept the night before, I decided it was best to go to bed too. Making no sound, I stepped inside her room to turn the lamp off, but just before I did, she stopped me in my tracks. "Don't go." Her gentle voice startled me, and I was shaken she would say that. She sounded asleep, and indeed, her eyes were closed, and she breathed evenly.
My heart racing from her words, I decided to cover her with a blanket and just get the fuck out. Carefully, I leaned and pulled the blanket over her half-broken body.
But I didn't want to go.
The lamp still casting a dim light on her facial features, I crouched down beside her and just watched her sleep, taking deep breaths in and out.
I'd never seen a girl like this before. She completely mesmerized me. There wasn't anything particularly different about her, but at the same time,everythingwas different about her.
Hesitantly, I ran my fingers over her hand, the touch stirring something unrecognizable inside me. Fuck, her skin was so soft, I just wanted to hold on. Better yet, I wanted to feel her hands on my cheeks, my chest, my neck. I stayed immobile, just studying her beautiful face when she suddenly half opened her eyes.
I pulled back but didn't stand up.
"You spying on me?" she asked sweetly, her voice so sleepy. Obviously, I was being a total creep.
"No. You told me to stay." I quickly deflected. She melted into a warm smile and tried to lie down on her back but immediately winced and rolled back onto her side.