Page 13 of Betrayed
He didn’t need me to hold his hand the whole way.
And this time, I can’t ask Lucian to hold mine.
I’ve already taken enough from him. I’m not asking for his help.
I have to do this on my own. It’s ridiculous. Illogical. And possibly the stupidest thing I’ll ever do. But I’m going back there, to the place I swore I’d never go.
This time, I end Caleb on my own.
A bit of vengeance outruns the fear, bringing a tight smile to my lips.
I have my own reasons to end Caleb. Personal. A dark secret I’ve never shared with anyone.
I’ve never told anyone.
Not even my sister.
Now, if I succeed on my solo mission, I may never have to.
That dark secret of my deepest shame will die with Caleb.
I crawl out of bed and dress quickly. I sneak out before the sun comes up.
Leaving him with my heart and a soft kiss on his lips.
I sneak past his bodyguard.
As I walk the streets alone, I know I must come up with yet another new plan.
A better one. A stronger one.
The wind hits, and I wrap my arms around myself, trying to remember the last time I felt safe. And the answer is never. Not since Caleb came into our lives.
The closest I ever felt protected was in Lucian’s arms.
What did Lucian ask me to do to earn his?
Nothing.
All I needed to do was be myself, and he wanted to give me the world.
I hear those words he said in his sleep on repeat:Betrayed. I’ve been betrayed.
Heat rises behind my eyes. I blink, but it doesn’t help.
I reach up to wipe away the tear before it can fall, but it beats me to the punch, rolling down my cheek, warm and wet as I flag down a taxi. It’s a shorter ride at this strange time of day. I creep into the apartment.
It’s dark and warm, our cozy home.
I go to Cass’s room. She’s sleeping soundly and Ryan’s in her bed, legs and arms sprawled out like a beautiful starfish. Our quiet early mornings are pure peaceful bliss.
I’m going to miss this.
I close the door and tiptoe to my own room. Leaving Lucian’s without saying goodbye this morning was one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do.
This moment is just as challenging.
I grab a small suitcase and backpack, taking only what I need.
