Page 49 of Corrupted Memories
“I wish we had the time so I could worship your body properly,” he mutters as he lets go of my neck to trail a hand down to my stomach “But we’ll save that for another day. Because I’m going to fuck you, Gianna, but I’m never going to let you go. You’re going to take my name, I’m going to fill this belly with my children, and no other man is ever going to touch you again.” He growls, his eyes flashing with malice, and I can’t even answer before he rips my panties off in one sharp tug.
I gasp as he leans back and shoves his pants and boxers down. I can feel the warmth of his hard cock as he nudges my entrance, but he pauses and his hands come to encase me on both sides of my head.
“Do you understand me? You’re never going to be free of me.” He thrusts forward, pushing in till he bottoms out and groans. I cry out, pushing up at his chest. I wasn’t ready for the size of him and it hurts.
Sebastian stays still, kissing the side of my face as I dig my nails into his pecs. “Fucking bastard,” I grit out. I can feel his chuckle on my skin, and one of hishands drops down to rub my clit. I try to fight the pleasure of it, not wanting to give in after the cruelty he just inflicted, but the slow rocking motions of his hips have me groaning. My hands slide up to grab onto his shoulders. He pulls halfway out before thrusting back in, and I know I’m losing the battle.
“So fucking good.” He grunts as he picks up speed, almost pulling entirely out before slamming back into me. I wrap my legs tighter around him, trying to match his thrusts. He’s right, it feels incredible.
“I’m going to fill you with my cum,” he rasps, sitting back and grasping my lifted hips in a tight hold. The new angle has me gasping, trying to catch my breath and he pushes in deeper. “Fuck, baby. I’ve missed you so much.”
Jesus christ, I can’t hold back the orgasm triggered by his words, and his fingers dig harder into my sides as he follows me. I can feel the throbbing of his dick as he comes inside me, and my eyes roll back from the sensation. It’s dangerous. I’m not on birth control, but there’s something primal about the action that has me so turned on I swear I could come again.
He lets go of my hips to collapse on top of me, his face falling into my neck as we both pant in silence. I enjoy the pressure of his body on mine and secretly love that he hasn’t pulled his softening cock out of me.
I stare at the ceiling as our breathing calms, and I can feel our mess starting to leak out onto the couch. Sebastian groans, pushing off on the cushions to sit up. He looks down between my legs as his dick slips out and he smirks, reaching up to drag his leaking cum trailing between my cheeks and pushing it back into my pussy. His fingers are pumping slowly into me as I watch him.
The reminder of the very real possibility of him knocking me up gives me the courage to push forward. “Stop,” I say, breathily. He pulls his fingers out, licking them clean before settling back down next to me on the couch.
I swallow, and face him more on my side. If we’re going to build that bridge of trust, I know I have to be the one to start. “I want to talk about the night I ran.”
He tenses and blows out a breath. “Okay.”
Closing my eyes, I recall that night. “I was walking to the bar after class. I decided to just skip changing and meet up with you guys earlier.” I leave out my insecurity of thinking he was cheating; that’s a secret I’ll take to the grave.
His hold tightens around me, and my forehead pinches.
“Since I was coming from the mathematics building, I was walking up on the backside of thebar and heard a bunch of noises coming from the alley on the side.”
“Gianna…” he whispers.
I shake my head, making it known I don’t want him to interrupt me. I lock onto his cobalt blue stare. “I only got a step in before I saw it was you, Nico, and some other men I’ve never seen before. There was a man kneeling before you… and you—the gun. God, the shot was so loud that I almost didn’t believe it was real. Then the blood… it was so—” The words catch in my throat, and he lets go of me to rub his hand over his eyes.
“Fuck,” he drawls out, and I watch him in silence for a moment before he finally looks back at me.
“You thought I murdered someone?”
I grimace. “You did, Sebastian.”
He nods. “Right, I did. I meant you thought I murdered an innocent someone.”
My heart aches in my throat. “Were they not?”
“No,” he says softly. “It was someone that had been following you for over a week and I finally caught him. He had photos of us on his phone, and then he taunted me, saying he was going to fuck you once he got rid of me. At the time, I didn’t know who had sent him, but I knew it was unsafe to leave him alive.”
“At the time? You found out after?” I ask.
Sebastian nods, his fingers running over my side. “Yeah.” He kisses my temple. “Let’s get home.”
I can feel he wants to drop the subject for now, and that should worry me because he obviously doesn’t want to share who sent the man. But I swallow down the question, feeling lighter now that he knows what happened. It’s been heavy on my mind and soul. After finding the boxes in the office and deciding that I don’t want to leave Sebastian, we needed to put it to rest. I still love him as much as I did back then, even if it hurts me to do so.
Chapter 19
Sebastian
Nico stopsus at the car, his face etched with worry. Gianna picks up on the tense mood instantly, climbing in and shutting the door behind her without a word.
“We’ve been summoned.”
