Page 55 of Protecting the Boundary
When we get back to my house, I walk her to the guesthouse. I don’t know why I feel so nervous. It’s not like I haven’t seen her naked—at least partially naked—or already had my mouth on her body, but somehow the thought of having sex again is weirdly terrifying.
She’s been giving me all the signals that she’s down for that—lingering eye contact, a lot of touching, and she even kissed me when I opened the car door for her. Now she’s looking at me with those hooded eyes that have my dick hard as stone, and yet my stomach is clenched with mild panic.
What if I come too fast?
What if it’s not good for her?
What if I forgot what the hell I’m doing and she doesn’t like it?
She wraps her hand around my neck, and my attention focuses on her eyes. “What’s going on in that head of yours?” she asks.
“You don’t want to know.”
“I wouldn’t have asked if I didn’t want to know.” Her brows furrow. “Are we moving too fast for you?”
My relationship with Sydney was the only real relationship I had, but we were always honest and clear with each other fromthe get-go. It’s something I want to have with Meredith too, so there’s no time like the present to start.
“I haven’t had sex in four years, and I’m worried it’s going to be bad for you.”
A slow smile fills her face. “Is that what’s got you all stuck in your head?”
“Yes,” I admit, wondering if I should just toss out my man card right now. I’m only twenty-seven. Coming quickly should not be my concern right now.
She steps forward, pressing our bodies together, and pulls on my neck so I’ll tilt my head down where she murmurs against my lips. “I’m willing to give it a shot. And if you come before me, then you can make it up to me during round two. How about that?”
I swallow thickly, my cock stiff as hell, and there’s no way she can miss it pressing against her. “Sounds good to me,” I say, my voice hoarse.
And then we’re done talking as I seal my lips over hers and get lost in the feel of her body against mine. Like always, she practically melts against me, and I love the way her whole body submits to me like I’m the only thing she’s wanted all day.
I open the door to the guesthouse and then lift her up with my hands under her butt. She wraps her legs around my hips, her ankles crossed right above my ass. I carry her inside and straight to her bedroom. Once there, I put her down on the bed and lift up one of her legs, kissing the exposed skin up to her high heel before I pull it off. I do the same to her other foot and then push her thighs wide. Her dress rides up even farther, exposing her red satin panties that already have a dark wet spot on the crotch.
“Fuck, I need to taste you again.”
I drop to my knees and pull her underwear down her smooth legs before tossing them behind me. Her pussy glistenswith arousal, and knowing it’s for me has me feeling a new type of high. Her heavy-lidded gaze watches my every movement as I lean forward and lick from her ass to her clit. Her head drops back as she lets out a moan and I go for gold. I’m too impatient to get inside her, to feel what I’ve wanted to feel since the first time I tasted her like this.
Her thighs tighten on my cheeks and her fingers grip the top of my head as she rocks her hips, grinding her pussy against my face. I shove two fingers inside her and suck on her clit until she explodes with a scream, her movements becoming stilted as her orgasm crashes through her.
Her body shudders as she sags back against the bed, her legs relaxing, and I take her recovery time to get undressed. When I’m standing at the end of her bed in only my boxers, I reach for her and help her get out of her dress and bra. It nearly takes my breath away to see her completely naked for the first time.
Even though we’ve messed around here and there over the last few weeks, we’ve never been completely naked together. Those brief moments were always tinted with an urgency knowing I needed to get back in the house in case Kaylee needed me. Even with the baby monitor, I was too paranoid that she might wake up or something while I was in the middle of things with Meredith, and it kept me from going as far as I wanted.
But now, we have the whole night to ourselves. There’s no rush, nothing stopping me from savoring every single second of tonight.
“You’re so beautiful,” I murmur, cupping her face and leaning down to kiss her.
Her tongue licks the crease of my lips and I part my mouth, letting her taste herself on my tongue. She moans.
“Romel, please don’t make me wait anymore.”
I shake my head. “No more waiting.” Then I kiss her onemore time before I push my boxer briefs off and reach over to my pants to grab the condoms I put in my pocket before our date tonight.
I’m increasingly thankful my boys were looking out for me. Because now that I’m here, I can’t imagine not burying myself inside her tonight, and I would’ve been completely ill-prepared.
My hands shake as I rip off the packaging and situate the condom over the head of my cock. It’s been forever since I wore a condom.
Meredith’s hands cover mine, and when I look up, she’s watching me with nothing but tenderness in her gaze. “Can I do it?”
My heart practically gallops in my chest and I have no words, so I just nod. She takes the condom from my shaking hands, pinches the tip of it, and then rolls it over my cock. I let out a shuddering breath as I watch her movements, the way she’s making this so much easier than I thought it would be.
