NINETEEN
RIVER
I find it by accident.
I’m digging through my desk drawer for a spare charger when my fingers hit something solid and metallic, wedged beneath a stack of sticky notes and half-dead pens.
A USB drive.
Black. Scuffed. Labeled in white marker:Psalm88.
My breath catches.
I haven’t seen this thing inmonths. Not since I moved desks, not since before… all ofthis.
For a second, I just stare at it, every instinct screamingdon’t touch that.
Then the other part of me—the one that’s been living off adrenaline and curiosity for weeks—whispers,What if it’s a clue?
Psalm88.
The same tag from the Cathedral files. The one Mask traced.
The one linked to Mason.
My heart lurches into a nervous gallop.
I glance around the office. Everyone’s heads are down, buried in code or coffee or both. No one’s watching me. Not even Gage.
I slide the USB into my laptop.
The screen flickers once. Then again.
The file directory loads—one folder. No name, just a symbol. A tear drop.
When I click it open, there’s a dozen audio files.
Each one labeled with a date.
The first one:Therapy_09_12.mp3.
No.
I freeze, my stomach bottoming out.
No, no, no, no, no?—
I double-click it anyway, because apparently I like pain.
My own voice fills my headphones.
“I don’t think I’m broken, but I feel like I should be. Sometimes I wish I was. It’d be easier to explain why I can’t sleep. Why every noise sounds like a warning.”
The air leaves my lungs.
It’s me. My voice. My real voice. My words. The ones I toldDr. Linin confidence. Sessions that were encrypted, password-protected, backed up only on my personal drive—never shared.
How did they get these?