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She arches a brow.“Seriously?This turns you on?I think that’s a little kinky.”
I laugh.“I’m kinky but notthatkind of kinky—it’s more about the fact that you gave me the most incredible gift by having my son.And watching you care for him brings out the Neanderthal in me.”
“I kind of like it,” she says, wiggling her eyebrows.
“What about my actual kinks?”I ask carefully, since this is a convenient opening.“Do you like those?”
“What kinks are we talking about?”She seems totally relaxed as she puts a fresh diaper on the baby.
“You know what I’m talking about.”
“Spanking me?Tying me up?You know I’m down for all that.”
“What about the rest?”I almost hold my breath, waiting for her to respond.
“You mean letting other people watch us?”
“Yes.”
Her eyes meet mine as she lifts the baby.Then she comes back to the bed and perches on the end.
“To be honest, I’m not sure.It’s not a no but it’s not a yes.When we did it before it was fine because I didn’t plan to see you—or any of them—ever again.I mean, maybe briefly when I came to visit Lennox, but not every day.I don’t know how I feel about doing those things regularly with people I spend time with.”
“Wouldn’t it be safer with people you know and trust versus strangers?”
“I guess?”She shrugs a shoulder.“Is that…mandatory?Like, is our sex life no good unless people are watching?”
“What?No.God, no.”I get up and move around the bed so I can sit next to her.“Our sex life is amazing.Youare amazing.”I reach for one of her hands and kiss it.“I love everything we do together.I’m not talking about the norm… just letting loose once in a while.It would be like a treat, not an everyday occurrence.And if you prefer not to do that kind of thing with people here at the palace, we could certainly go to places like Club Inferno once in a while.”
“This is important to you,” she says after a moment.
“It’s not a dealbreaker if you’re into bondage and spanking, but I do enjoy being watched.And watching others.I think you do too, at least a little.You were very turned on when we did it.”
Her cheeks turn pink, and she dips her head.“I only ever did that with you, so I’m not sure it’s my thing.But I’d be willing to…try again.”
“I’d like that, but I also don’t want to force or guilt you into it.If you’re uncomfortable with it, we can find a compromise.Maybe instead of letting them watch us fuck, they can watch me spank you instead.Something like that.”
“I’m game to try,” she whispers, turning to look at me.“I trust you not to push me too far.”
God, I love hearing that.
In response, I lean down and kiss her, firmly.
“I’ll never push you past your comfort zone.You have my word.”
“If I thought you would, this conversation would be over already.”
I lean over and press my forehead to hers, digging my fingers into the hair at the back of her neck.“I’m fucking crazy about you, Courtney.I don’t want to do anything to scare you off.”
“I’m not scared—I’m excited.Just being a little cautious because some of it is new to me.”
“I can live with cautious.Your comfort will always come first.”
Her eyes reflect a plethora of emotions.“I’m crazy about you too, Daniil.”
Chapter28
Courtney
