I’ve never craved that type of intimacy before, but now I do.
And Courtney is the person I want it with.I’m starting to realize that the reason I never wanted it was because there was no one worth putting in that kind of effort.I tried with Jesper, but the deep emotions just weren’t there, and now I understand why.
“Well, morning comes early,” Lennox says, yawning.“And my pregnant body needs rest if I’m going to chase the twins all day.”
“The plan is to go to the beach until afternoon, right?”I ask.“Then we’ll drive home around the time they take their afternoon naps?”
Sandor nods.“Yup.”
“Then we’ll see you then.”
We say good night but neither of us seems anxious to move.
“It’s nice out here,” she says, staring out at the water.“Peaceful.”
“I love it here.I wish we could come more often.”
“Why can’t you?”
“Work.Safety protocols.So many issues.And summer here is fairly short.By the time we figure out a schedule, summer’s over.”
“Your life here is…hard,” she says softly.There’s no censure in her voice, like she’s merely stating a fact.“You have more money than most of us can even dream of, but every day is…a struggle.”
I hesitate.“It can be.I’ll be honest and tell you how much I hate being a politician, but Erik needed me to step up, so I did.Hopefully, this will be my last term.Come January, I plan to step down.”
“And then?”
“Then I want to focus more on being a dad.”I pause, waiting until she looks at me.“And maybe being a boyfriend.”
“A boyfriend?”She cocks her head.“Did you have someone in mind whose boyfriend you want to be?”
I lean over and press my lips to hers.“Let’s not play games, Courtney.I want you.I’ve always wanted you.And I think you’d want me too if you could push aside your fears.”
“I do want you,” she breathes against my lips, surprising me.
And my dick instantly goes hard.
“I’m so hard for you, Courtney,” I groan, digging my fingers into her hair and pressing my forehead to hers.
“It will have to be in your room—we don’t want to wake the baby.”
“Absolutely.”I get to my feet and hold out my hands.
For some reason, it’s really important to me that she come to me.That she initiates at least in the beginning.I need her to want me as much as I want her.
Her eyes trained on mine, she gets to her feet and laces our fingers together.
“Take me to bed, Daniil.”
Chapter24
Courtney
Neither of ussay anything as we hurry through the house, up the stairs, and into his room.We chose adjoining rooms, in case I needed help with Micah, but still with an element of separation.
That ends now.
He’s barely kicked the door shut behind him before he’s kissing me.It’s urgent and greedy, but as gentle and sensual as ever.