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Impact Play
Pussy & Anal
Deep Throat
Gangbang
Double Penetration
Playmate won’t have shaved for 4 weeks prior to the week of captivity. Playmate understands that each day will be different and varied. Payment: $250,000
I gasp. Then my daughter walks into the room. I shut my laptop and jump up from my seat. We need to get to Netball.
THE CHARITY JOB BOARD
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Ihave the whole of my daughter’s netball game to mull over the charity job listing. Luckily, I’m not scoring the game this week. Still, I’m trying my hardest to be present, I love watching my kids play sports despite the fact I have never played any team sport since high school or watched it on tv or in person. There is something incredibly special about cheering on your kid’s sports team during a match.
After the match, I drive us home whilst listening to my daughter’s post-match debrief on how she thought the game went. I’m listening and nodding and joining in on the conversation but at the same time my mind is whirling about the conversation I am soon to be having with James. I’ve only just gotten home from an overnight Pet Play job for $15,000, now I’m about to broach the subject of a week’s job for $200k. A night is one thing, a week is an entirely different kettle of fish. I don’t know what James is going to say when we speak and that fills me full of anxiety. Because I think deep down, I want to do this job, I want to test myself, I have this perverse sense of excitement to find out what all these men would want to do with my body. Would I enjoy it or fear it? To besubmerged into a world of kink that I cannot leave for 7 days…
And what about the kinks? Some I’m familiar with like voyeurism and impact play, others not so much. I mean, what is a feeding kink? They like to feed you your food? And shaving, I didn’t know that could be a kink, but then again, I’m guessing anything can be a kink if it’s sexual and unusual? And doctor, does that mean he likes to pretend to be a doctor or is a doctor? What kind of perverse things do doctors like to do to you?
Despite all the question marks about most of the kinks and the men behind them, despite the intensity of demands and the extended amount of time, I have an instinctual sense that I can do it, and I want to prove to myself I can do it. I also want to do it for the money, for our mortgage, for the opportunity that we may never get a chance again to pay off $200k in one lump sum. What worries me the most at this point is not the job itself, it’s what James will say. How he will take it.
I wait like a cat on hot bricks for James to get home. I start to tidy the kitchen and lounge, keeping myself busy whilst I try and think how I’m going to even broach the subject.
I hear the keys in the door and in bounces my son all hot, sweaty and chatting away. My husband follows, closing the door behind them. I ask how the game went and listen to a blow-by-blow account of exactly how the game went and the number of goals he scored or helped set up. Once his full story has unfolded, he makes himself a drink and goes into the rumpus room.
James then gives me his full version of how he thought the game went and who was there and what he thinks of the current stand-in coach. Once he has finished, he takes a breath and asks how the netball game went, so I give my usual breakdown of, “Yeah she played really well, they won 18-8, it was a good match.” Yes I was there, yes the game was great to watch, no I don’t remember every detail. I’m not sure if it’s because Inever grew up watching sports, but I simply cannot retain all the details to debrief afterwards. I’m amazed my husband remembers so much, but he has been playing and watching sports his whole life. That’s all I can put it down to.
James eyes me, “What else is going on in that mind of yours, Rose Petal. I can see something else ticking over in there.” I’m not sure if it’s my furious cleaning of the side boards or my jittery movements. Clearly, I’ve given my mood away either way.
“I’ve seen something on the playmate portal I don’t know how to bring up with you,” I say honestly.
“Ok, how about you start from the beginning,” James replies seriously.
