Page 84 of The Secret Club
Dr Jack leans up onto our bed, “Sweet girl, don’t cry. You have given us one of the best weeks of our lives. We will all cherish it forever. Even weddings and births won’t touch the time we have spent here with you.”
Cook brings over a mug of black tea and reaches up the bed to hand it to me, I sit up and take the mug and say thank you. Everyone must be listening in on our conversation. David hands me a tissue which I take gratefully.
“I’m sorry, I don’t mean to cry when these are our last few hours or minutes together? I just can’t believe I won’t see you all again. It’s just hurting thinking about it.”
“You don’t need to say sorry to us,” Cook says kindly. “I am one blink away from crying myself. Baby girl, we all feel what is currently reflecting in your eyes. It’s why we all stayed over last night. We’re here for you now like you have been for us all this week. We adore you and you have graciously taken all of us just as we are, kinks and all. You have let us live out our wildest fantasies without fear of judgement or reproach. Your acceptance and sweetness makes us yearn to find someone like you for ourselves. But we know we can’t keep you. It’s the deal we made, and we will stick to it. It might not be goodbye but hopefully more of a see you later.”
“Thank you Cook,” I sniffle. “I couldn’t have wished for a more perfect group of eight men. I’m humbled you chose me, and you let me love you all, even if it was only for a week. I mean it when I say, I’m going to miss you all like a hole in my heart.”
Walking over to sit on the bed in front of me, Carl rests his hand on my ankle and says softly, “Thank you for being the best thing to ever happen to me Roxy. I won’t ever forget you.”
“I won’t forget you, Carl. I’ll miss you in so many ways and will always be reminded of you when I shave,” I say kindly.
Jake and Blake walk up to the bed too, “Thank you for being the only person to join in our relationship, you made being a throuple effortless,” Blake says, voice warm but serious.
“I know it’s hard now, but we know all good things must come to an end eventually. And this is the best way we thought we could do it, by having yesterday and this morning. Roxy, what you have given us has been a gift, know in your heart that we all love you in our own way,” Jake speaks up. “We will all say our goodbyes and we’ll chalk this up as a once in a lifetime. And move on. Go back to doing what we usually do on a Saturday morning and then a Sunday and Monday—you get the picture.”
I nod my head. It hurts but he’s right. I’m allowed to feel the feelings. I am human as Sophie always says. “Thank you, I am incredibly sad but also wildly happy this happened to me, and I got to be your captive for a week.” I dab up my tears and try to shake the impending doom I’m feeling right now.
“Here put your clothes on, I’ll hold your tea. It will help acclimatise you to wearing clothes and going back to reality very soon. As sad as I am to say goodbye to your gorgeous tits, it will also help the raging boner I’m struggling to keep down,” Darcy says, a hint of frustration and lust in his pleasant tone. I giggle,he’s right.
Darcy takes my mug, and I climb off the bed. Carl runs one finger over the rose on my breast in a gentle caress before helping me put my bra on.James, I’m putting my clothes on and going back to James, my husband, my love, my family. I feel pain to leave these men but I feel pain to be away from James. So many feelings, my mind floats away with them until Carl holds out my blouse and I put my arms through and continue to get dressed. He does each button up. There is no bra or thong, apparently Dr Jack doesn’t know what happened tothem. Carl holds out my skirt for me to step into and then he zips up the back.
“Let’s get you eating before Frank arrives,” says Cook.
“Eating without you won’t be the same,” I say to him, grief threatening to strike again.
“I enjoyed every single meal you had, baby girl, that will keep me going for some time,” he replies cheerfully.
I sit back on the bed with the pillows behind my back, Tom hands me my plate and I lean in a little closer to him as I take a bite and look around at the eight pairs of eyes that are on me. I try to memorise every feature on their faces and bodies to store them away and mentally write them down, so I never forget a detail about them.
When I finish eating, Darcy hands me back my tea which I sip contentedly until David says the words I have been dreading, “Miss Roxy, it’s almost time for you to go now.”
I look over at him in horror, sadness flooding back into my soul.
“None of that now Miss Roxy, you are a brave girl. You will be fine,” he says sternly but his face is soft, and his eyes are not piercing, they look sad like mine. “Come here, you can say goodbye to me first.”
Darcy takes my mug and plate as I shuffle down the end of the bed and hop off. I walk over to David and look up at his strong face and his greying eyebrows. “Goodbye David, it’s been a real privilege to meet you,” I say and mean it.
“Roxy, the pleasure has been all mine. You were incredible this week. Do take good care of yourself. Maybe our paths will cross in the future.”
“I hope so David, that would be wonderful,” I reply hopefully. David leans down and brushes a kiss on my lips before pulling away. He gives me one last long look before turning and walking out of the door.
Carl comes up to me next, he says nothing but kisses me sosensually, my toes curl. He really does have a talent. He and Jake might have tied for the most sensual mouths, I only wish I could experience them both at the same time. Pulling away, he kisses me on the nose. “Thank you for everything, Roxy. I’m going to miss you.”
“Thankyoufor everything. I’m going to miss you too.” I go onto my tiptoes and kiss him on his nose too.
He smiles widely before saying, “Goodbye Princess.”
“Goodbye Carl,” I reply as he squeezes one of my hands and turns and walks out of the door.
Jake and Blake walk over to me next, “Goodbye Roxy, we will always take you as part of our future throuple if life doesn’t work out for you in the future,” Blake teases, though with a solid core of earnest truth, and I giggle gratefully.
“If life takes a turn for me, I would be honoured to join your beautiful relationship. You’ll take good care of each other, won’t you?” I look at the two of them.
Blake leans in and kisses me on the lips, then he says to Jake, “Be a good boy and kiss our girl properly goodbye, I want to watch you one last time together.”
“It would be my pleasure,” chuckles Jake who takes my face in his hands and leans in to kiss me slowly and erotically, his tongue gently finding mine and lapping against it as if we have all the time in the world. Being allowed to share Jake like this feels like a gift and I know if life was ever different, I might enjoy being a part of their dynamic. When Jake pulls away my mouth misses his. “Goodbye Roxy, until we meet again,” says Jake soberly.
