Page 63 of The Monster You Made
Vera does not forget. Her eyes find me in the crowd, her hand steadies me when belief threatens to choke. But even she cannot silence the whispers in my skull. You are mine. Declan’s voice lingers, cold and certain, promising chains even as I wield fire.
***
Elira thrives in the victory. She drills the recruits harder, her scarred face proud, her voice iron. “Stone falls! The Crown crumbles!” she bellows, and they roar in answer.
Rourke drinks, but his laughter is jagged, his curses sharp. “We’re dancing on a bear’s nose,” he growls one night. “Sooner or later, he wakes. And then….” He does not finish. He does not need to.
Abigail plays in the courtyard where soldiers once drilled, her laughter a crack in the stone. She ties flowers around her doll’s neck, sings half-remembered verses of the songs the rebels teach. She does not see the blood staining the walls. Or perhaps she does and refuses to let it bind her. I envy her that.
***
Scouts bring word days later that tightens every jaw. Declan moves again. Not with armies, not yet, but with silence. Villages vanish overnight, their people dragged into chains, their banners torn. Whispers turn neighbors against one another, sowing fear deeper than any wound. His shadow spreads faster than our fire.
The council gathers in the military compound hall, its stone still blackened by smoke. Maps spread across the table, oil lamps flickering.
Elira slams her breaching axe down, voice thundering. “We march on him. End this before he coils tighter.”
Rourke spits into the fire. “March blind into his jaws? Madness.”
Eyes turn to me. Always to me. I study the maps, the scouts’ notes, the thin lines of villages caught between. He wants us to come. He lays traps. But if we do nothing, his lies choke the fire from within. My silence stretches. At last, I say, “We strike. Not his armies. Him.”
Murmurs ripple. Some fearful, some eager. Vera’s hand brushes mine beneath the table. Her eyes hold me steady. “If he bleeds, the world must see it,” she whispers. And I know she is right.
***
We march at dawn. The military compound empties, rebels moving swift and silent into the hills. The songs fade to whispers on the road, nerves drawn taut. The air thickens as we near the valley scouts marked. Fog clings low, muffling sound. My blades ache in my hands. My chest tightens with each step. He is close.
When night falls, we see it, his camp, small, too small. Fires burn low, soldiers stand too still. A trap. My jaw clenches. Elira snarls, ready to charge. Rourke mutters curses, loading his rifle. Vera clutches the satchel, her face pale but fierce.
And then—his voice cuts through the dark. Calm. Cold. “Lucian.”
The rebels freeze. He steps from the shadows, cloak gray, eyes gleaming. His smile is cruel. “How kind of you to bring the fire to me.”
***
The clash is thunder. His soldiers surge, rifles crack, steel flashes. Elira roars, breaching axe cleaving paths. Rourke firesuntil his rifle is empty, then swings it like a club. Vera fights at my side, hatchet flashing, truth burning in her eyes. But all I see is him.
He moves like a storm, every strike measured, every parry binding. Our blades crash, sparks scatter. His voice curls with each lock. “You cannot lead them. You are a weapon. And weapons always return to their master’s hand.”
Rage floods me. I break his lock, drive my blade across his chest. Blood sprays, dark in the firelight. For an instant, his eyes widen. Pain. Surprise. But then, laughter. Low. Cold. “Yes. That is the Lucian I forged.”
He retreats into the shadows, his soldiers covering him. The battle rages, rebels pressing, driving them back. But when dawn breaks, he is gone. Again.
***
The rebels cheer faintly, clinging to the blood he spilled. Elira lifts her breaching axe, roaring, “He bleeds! He runs! He is no god!” They echo her, voices fierce. But I hear only his laughter, still curling in my skull.
Vera finds me in the smoke, her hand on mine. “You cut him again,” she whispers. “They saw. They believe.”
I shake my head. “He wanted me to. He feeds on their belief. And when I fail….”
“You won’t.” Her voice is fierce, steady. “Because you cannot.”
I want to believe her. I need to. But in the silence that follows, his voice curls again inside me, cold and certain:You are mine.
And I know this war will not end until one of us lies in ash.
Chapter 30 - Vera
