Page 53 of The Monster You Made
Elira shakes her head. “He expects that. He’ll bait us with supply trucks just to spring a trap.”
Lucian leans forward, his voice low, deliberate. “Then we strike not the supply trucks. We strike the heart. Declan himself rides north. His camp will not yet be fortified. If we cut the head, the body stumbles.”
The room stills. Eyes widen. Some murmur disbelief, others fear. Elira’s scarred face hardens. “You would send us all to die?”
“No,” Lucian says. “I would send us to live. To show the world Declan is not untouchable. To tear the mask from his lies.”
I press my hand to the satchel, feeling Marta’s pages beneath. Marta dreamed of truth, not blood. But truth sometimes needs steel to stand. “If we strike him,” I whisper, “we must be certain the world knows. Every village, every city. They must hear that he bled. Or all of this, ” I gesture to the camp, to the graves beyond “, is ash.”
Elira studies me, then Lucian. At last, she nods, slow, grim. “Then we strike. But if we fail, the forest will drink our blood.”
***
Preparations consume the next days. Scouts map the paths, counting soldiers, marking watchfires. Blacksmiths forge new blades from scrap, hammers ringing night and day. Women weave bandages from linen, children carry water, and even the wounded lend a hand. Every soul in the camp knows what is coming. The air is heavy with it, like the press of a storm before lightning.
I train until my arms ache, my palms blister. Lucian pushes me harder than ever before, blocking, striking, breathing through the weight of steel. His eyes are merciless, but his hands steady me when I falter. “You cannot hesitate,” he says. “Not when his eyes are on you. Hesitation kills.”
I do not tell him that my hesitation is not for me. It is for him, for Abigail, for the boy with his baby sister, for all the faces that would vanish if we fail. But I learn. I sharpen myself as surely as I sharpen my hatchet.
The training hollow is a scar in the earth, ringed by gnarled trees and trampled grass, hidden from the camp’s heart.Twilight casts long shadows, the air thick with pine and sweat. I’m alone with Lucian, the others gone to eat or sleep, but he insists we continue, his voice a blade cutting through my exhaustion. My muscles burn, my shirt clings to my skin, damp and heavy, but I swing my hatchet again, aiming for the wooden dummy. It connects, splinters flying, but Lucian’s behind me, too close, his breath hot on my neck.
“Sloppy,” he growls, his hand snatching my wrist mid-swing, twisting until the hatchet drops.
I whirl, shoving against his chest, but he’s a wall of muscle, unyielding. His eyes are dark, burning with something that’s not just anger, hunger, raw and unapologetic. My pulse spikes, a traitor to my defiance, and I feel the heat pooling between my thighs, unbidden, unwanted. I hate him for this, for making my body want what my mind fights.
“Fuck off,” I spit, yanking my wrist free, but he grabs me again, both hands now, pinning my arms to my sides.
His grip is iron, bruising, and I thrash, not because I want to escape, but because I need to feel his strength, need to push him until he breaks. He shoves me back, my spine hitting the rough bark of a tree, and the pain sparks something feral in me. I lunge, teeth bared, aiming to bite, to hurt, but his mouth crashes into mine, a brutal collision of lips and tongues.
His kiss is a claim, all teeth and force, and I fight back. He snarls, his hand fisting in my hair, yanking my head back to expose my throat. His teeth graze my pulse, not gentle, and I moan, the sound raw and humiliating. My cunt throbs, slick with need, and I hate how easily he undoes me. His free hand rips at my shirt, tearing it open, exposing my breasts to the cool air.My nipples harden, aching, and he notices, his eyes glinting with cruel satisfaction.
His hand cups my breast, thumb brushing my nipple, and I arch, cursing him under my breath. I want to deny it, to spit in his face, but my body betrays me, hips grinding against his thigh, seeking friction. He laughs, dark and mocking, and shoves my pants down, rough, impatient. The fabric catches at my knees, but he doesn’t care, his fingers finding my cunt, spreading me open.
“Nicely dripping,” he mutters, and I flush, humiliated and aroused.
His fingers thrust inside, thick and unrelenting, curling to hit that spot that makes my knees buckle. I claw at his shoulders, drawing blood through his shirt, and he hisses, fucking me harder with his hand. I’m close, too close, but I won’t beg, not yet. I shove at him, a last act of defiance, but he spins me, bending me over the fallen log at the hollow’s edge, my hands scraping the rough wood.
“Don’t move,” he orders, and I hear his belt unbuckle, the sound sending a shiver through me. His cock presses against my entrance, hot and heavy, and I brace myself, but he eases in. And I wonder if he wants it softly this time.
I thought too soon.
He thrusts, hard and deep, filling me in a second brutal stroke. I cry out, the sound echoing in the hollow, my cunt stretching to take him. He’s relentless, each thrust a punishment, his hands gripping my hips, fingers digging intomy flesh. I push back, meeting him, challenging him, my moans mixing with curses.
“Say you’re mine,” he growls, his hand sliding around to rub my clit, fast and rough. I shake my head, defiant, but my body’s screaming yes, my orgasm building like a storm. He slows, torturing me, his cock dragging against my walls, and I whimper, hating myself for it. “Say it,” he demands, his voice a blade, and I break, the words spilling out.
“I’m yours,” I gasp, and he rewards me, fucking me harder, his fingers relentless on my clit.
I come, screaming, my cunt pulsing around him, my vision blurring with the intensity. He follows, his cum hot and thick inside me, his groan vibrating against my back. For a moment, he leans over me, his lips brushing my shoulder, soft, almost tender, and my heart clenches. Then he pulls out, leaving me empty, and I collapse against the log, my body trembling.
“Get dressed,” he says, his voice cold again, but his hand lingers on my hip, steadying me. I pull my clothes together, my skin still burning, and grab my hatchet. He’s already walking away, but I feel his eyes on me, always watching. The hollow feels alive with what we’ve done, and I carry it with me.
***
The following evening, I'm at the watchtower. A skeleton of wood and iron, perched on the camp’s edge, overlooking the valley where the Crown’s forces gather. It’s past midnight, the camp silent except for the wind and the distant crackle of watchfires. I’m on self-imposed guard duty, alone, my hatchet at my side, my eyes scanning the dark. The air is cold, bitingthrough my jacket, but my blood’s hot, restless. I feel him before I see him, Lucian, climbing the ladder, his boots heavy on the rungs. He doesn’t ask to join me, just steps into the cramped platform, his presence filling the space, stealing my air.
“You’re late,” I snap, not turning, my hands gripping the railing. He doesn’t answer, just moves closer, his body heat a wall at my back. I tense, my pulse racing, knowing what’s coming, wanting it despite myself. His hand slides around my waist, pulling me against him, and I feel his cock, already hard, pressing into my lower back. I should shove him away, should draw my hatchet, but my body leans into him, traitor that it is.
“Shut up,” he murmurs, his voice a low growl, his lips brushing my ear.
