“I don’t know how long I was in there. For a while I was so careful to be quiet. I didn’t want to give myself away. I could hear Adam calling my name and I just felt so proud, you know? He’s always been a total know-it-all. Cocky and just better at everything, so I was really excited to have beaten him at something. Anyway, eventually my cousins grew bored of the game and when I was certain I’d waited long enough that they were never going to find me, I pushed the door open ready to show off my awesome hiding skills, only I couldn’t get out. The outside of the door had one of those hook latches and it’d fallen in place when I shut the door. I screamed and screamed until I lost my voice. It was so dark and so small.”
“Fuck, Ginny.”
I nod. “By everyone’s best guess, I was in there for two hours before my mom noticed she hadn’t seen me in a while and went looking for me. They called an ambulance because I couldn’t get my breathing under control. Adam freaked. He knew I was missing but didn’t think it was a big deal, so it really hit him harder than anyone. He didn’t leave my side for weeks.” Heath’s hold tightens around me and I snuggle into him. “I know I probably should have gotten over it by now.”
“I don’t think fears work like that. I think they hang on until you face them in one way or another, poking holes in the pain and letting good shine through.” He pulls the sheet up over our heads and smiles at me in the near darkness. “Let’s make some good memories in the dark.”
The thin sheet doesn’t really block out the light of the TV, but it’s a step and I take it.
32
HEATH
Idisappear from under the covers long enough to grab a condom and then hurry back underneath where a very eager Ginny is wiggling out of her clothes. I had big plans for undressing her with my teeth, but I’m too busy appreciating the view to complain.
“You’re so beautiful.”
Her smile, even in the near dark, is bright and genuine. She eyes the condom in my hand. “I’m on birth control. We can…” She hesitates. “I mean, if you’re comfortable going without, so am I.”
My already throbbing cock is now harder than it’s ever been. I pull my shirt over my head and Ginny works on unbuttoning my jeans. Together we push them and my boxers down and before I can kick them off, Ginny’s mouth is covering the head of my dick.
“Oh Jesus. Slow down, babe. I’m never gonna last, like that,” I tell her, guiding her head up and down my length. Her warm mouth is heaven. She comes off with a pop and I groan at the loss. I pull her up and swipe a hand over her lips. She looks a little uncertain and I tuck a strand of hair behind her ear.
“You sure you wanna do this?”
“I do, but I’m a little nervous. I might suck at it.”
“Well, in that case, you can just keep sucking me with your hot as fuck mouth.” I wink so she knows I’m joking and shift so I’m on top of her, holding most of my weight off her slender frame. “Babe, don’t take this any other way than I mean it—a compliment—but there’s no way you’re bad at sex. You’re the sexiest, most enthusiastic partner I’ve ever had.”
That earns me a grin and I take her mouth in a bruising kiss. And just like that, the wild Ginny I’ve come to know is back. The blanket falls, but she doesn’t seem to notice or care. She pulls at my hair and rakes her nails down my shoulders. I swear I could make this girl orgasm from kissing alone, if I could ever bring myself to only kiss her.
There’s no single part of her that I like better than the rest. I like it all and I show her so with a dedication to touching and kissing every inch.
She squirms underneath me as I move down her body, tracing a single finger along the middle of her stomach, past her belly button, and down to her slick pussy. She raises her hips to give me better access and I dip my head.
Her hands find my hair and her fingers slide along my scalp and tug the strands as I taste her. She writhes and moans and it’s so fucking hot my dick leaks with desperation. I wait until she’s so close she’s panting my name before I finally line up at her entrance. I inch in slowly, her tight pussy squeezing me.
I’m worried about hurting her and making it good for her for all of two seconds before pleasure wraps around my spine and zaps my brain.
“I’m okay,” she says when I don’t immediately move.
“That makes one of us.”
She laughs and the slight movement of her body nearly sends me over the edge, and I have to close my eyes and grind down on my back molars for a second to regain my composure. I move at a pace meant to keep me from coming, but that somehow tips Ginny over the edge. She looks up at me wide-eyed and gorgeous as she rides out her first orgasm.
Damn, she’s beautiful.
I pull out and place a kiss to her lips and then turn her onto her stomach and lift her hips.
I bite one ass cheek and then kiss it before nudging the head of my cock inside her pussy. She pushes back into me. “Hold on, baby. This won’t be as gentle.”
She flashes me a grin over her shoulder. With one hand on her hip and the other at the base of her neck, I bury myself inside of her sweet heat.
We both shudder. My balls are heavy, and I resist the urge to pound into her like a jackhammer. Slowly, I ease in and out, finding a nice rhythm.
“Harder,” she whispers so quietly it takes me a second to realize what she’s asking.
“You’re sure?”