“They fit you,” I say, and she shivers.
I lay her back into the sheets, lifting with a care that would embarrass the men who taught me to break things. The silver striations along my shoulders catch the cabin glow; she traces one with a fingertip and my breath lurches. “Rayek,” she murmurs, testing the name in the space between our mouths like a spell that never fails. I answer by kissing the sound off her lips, then lower, then lower—collarbone, sternum, the swell of her breast where her pulse flutters against my tongue.
“Tell me to stop,” I say again, because I am built for vigilance even on holy ground.
“I like when you ask,” she breathes, fingers threading the short ridge of scales at my nape, “and I love that you already know the answer.”
I suck gently at her nipple, feel it tighten, feel her inhale catch and ride my mouth. She hisses, then laughs, then says my name like a door unlocking. I’m a large creature with claws;tonight they are trimmed to dull crescents and my touch is careful, reverent—my hand spanning her waist easily, my thumb painting circles lower, lower, until I stroke between her thighs and feel heat, slick, welcome. I exhale like a man who has been drowning and finally finds the river wants him.
“You’re shaking,” I say, rubbing slow over the soft, swollen bud, learning her rhythm like a cadence I plan to march to for the rest of my days.
“Hungry,” she answers, and when I slide two thick fingers through her wet and press at her entrance, she shivers hard enough to make the mattress complain. “Gods, your hands?—”
“They’re yours,” I tell her. I ease one finger inside, then the second, stretching her gently, savoring the way her pussy clutches around me. She’s tight and slick and hot, and the sound that comes out of my throat is not safe for polite rooms. “Look at you take me,” I murmur, crooking my fingers until she arches, green eyes gone glassy. “Talk to me. Tell me the shape of it.”
“It’s pressure and light and the end of every lie I ever told myself,” she gasps, riding my hand, grinding into my palm. “It’s… oh, right there—Rayek, right there?—”
I pin her hip with my other hand and keep the angle, slow, precise, relentless. Her hips move, my fingers answer; my thumb circles, changes pace, listens to her breath instead of any clock. She stares straight into me and doesn’t look away, pupils wide, hair a wild aureole on the pillow. “You’re beautiful like this,” I say; my voice is wreckage and worship. “Every time I thought of you alone, I swore I would be gentle when I finally?—”
“I don’t want gentle,” she moans, then laughs breathlessly at herself. “I do, but I also want greedy. I want you messy. I want your cock.”
I feel heat blaze up my spine. Her hand slides down my abdomen, over the hard planes I cannot quite unlearn, and closes around me. I jerk into her fist, a low growl scraping mychest. I’m thick and hot and already slick from her, and the way she strokes me—slow, claiming—makes my vision stutter. Gold eats my pupils; the scar over my left eye ached once in winter; now it sings.
“Do you like how that feels?” she teases, thumb dragging over the head until I leak for her, until my hips betray me and thrust into her hand.
“Yes,” I grind out. “Star—saints—if you keep that up?—”
“Then give me something better,” she says, shameless, arching to kiss me, to taste the noise I’m trying and failing to swallow. “I want you inside. I want to feel how heavy you are when you’re trying not to break me and I’m begging you to try.”
My restraint has survived sieges; it doesn’t survive her. I slide my hand free, slick and shaking, and line myself up with her, the head of my cock nudging at her entrance, hot against hot. I breathe once, twice, fighting the urge to drive; I look at her, really look, and she nods—just that, a tiny, decisive yes that unriddles whole galaxies.
“Slow,” I promise. “I’ve got you.”
“I know,” she says, and the faith in those two words guts me.
I push in, cautious, the blunt head parting her, the tight heat of her pussy opening around me inch by aching inch. The stretch is exquisite; she grips, breathes, tips her pelvis to meet me—brave, clever—and I sink deeper, deeper, until the thick fullness of me is seated inside that wet heat and we both just stop, stunned by the rightness. Her fingers bite my shoulders; my forehead finds hers; we hang there a split second, panting into each other’s mouths.
“Tell me when,” I rasp, every muscle trembling with the need to move.
“Now,” she whispers, eyes steady, and then, wicked, “Coward.”
The growl that breaks from me is Vakutan and grateful. I draw back a hand’s breadth and push in again, slow, then again, establishing a rhythm that is less thrust than tide. Her body answers, meeting me, taking me. The sensation is a holy inventory: the tight clutch around the crown, the slick glide along the length, the deeper pressure as the base kisses the softness at her entrance. I keep one palm laced with hers above her head on the pillow, our fingers locked; the other slides under her lower back, lifting her into the angle that makes her gasp and clutch.
“There?” I ask, because I am a student of her.
“There,” she groans, and the word cracks. “Rayek, gods, yes—do that again.” I do, rolling my hips, stroking along the spot that makes her go hot and liquid and wild, circling her clit with my thumb between thrusts until she chants my name like a spell. The bed creaks, the ship hums, and the air is full of wet, obscene sounds that feel like honesty.
“You feel me?” I ask, voice shredded as I slide in to the hilt and grind slow, savoring the way she tightens in answer. “Tell me how.”
“Like you were made to live inside me,” she gasps. “Like my pussy’s greedy and you’re the only thing it ever learned to want. Like you’re too big and somehow exactly right.”
I swear in my first language, which was built for oaths and orders, not this. “You’re so tight, little thief,” I murmur, kissing the corner of the cut that’s almost healed. “So wet for me. Every time I move I think I’m going to lose what’s left of my mind.”
“Lose it,” she says, fierce and sweet, dragging me deeper with a flex of her thighs. “You can borrow mine.”
I increase the pace a fraction, still measured, still in control, but less saintly now, more tide with a storm under it. She opens for me, breath hitching on every downstroke, one hand fisted in the pillow, the other locked with mine. Her breasts move undermy mouth and I take one nipple between my lips, suck gently, feel her convulse and clench and hear her hiss my name.
“Talk to me,” I insist against her skin, because I am starving for her data, because every syllable she gives me is another map coordinate I can return to forever. “What does it feel like now?”