Page 58 of Finally Forever
Baby? The endearment means so much. He’s coming around. He’ll remember us soon. I know it.
He removes his wet finger, then runs it down my cleavage and swirls my nipple. “These are so pretty, baby. Everything about you is so pretty.” He rolls his tongue around my nipple and pulls the hard bead between his teeth, watching me the whole time. His hand runs up my thigh and along my slit again. He thrust one finger inside me and sucks the moisture into his mouth. “You taste sweet, too.”
My body pulses with desire, my lungs heaving with my faster breathing. God, I want him inside me. “Fuck me, Sebastian.” The plea is barely a whisper. “Fuck me now. Please.”
His eyes widen, blazing with heat and need. “Jesus, Ainsley. I get it now.”
Part of me wants to ask,get what?, but a bigger part wants the pleasure only Sebastian can give me.
He pushes me farther up the bed and climbs onto his knees, spreading mine as he does, and positions his head between my legs. “Why didn’t I fuck you that night?”
“What?” I can’t think about anything but his mouth on me down there.
“That night that I dared you to move, and you kissed me. You said we didn’t fuck. Why?” He lowers his head and blows on my slit, making me shiver with need.
“I…I don’t know. You went slow with me back then. But you were thorough. I had my first orgasm that night, as you already know.” I told him on the terrace in France.
His gaze lifts, a sexy smirk on his face. “That’s right.”
“You gave me all my others, too. I’m yours. All yours. Only yours.”
Emotions flash in his eyes. It happens quickly before he dips his head and consumes me with his mouth and tongue, licking, sucking, and fucking me with his hot mouth.
I’m wild, bucking and taking all he gives, and he gives so much. A moment later, I fall apart, convulsing with my orgasm and screaming his name in worship.
“Are you on the pill,” he asks.
“No,” I murmur as I lay limply with my eyes closed, not fully recovered from my orgasm.
He lifts off me, leaving me chilled. The sound of a drawer opens and closes. A foiled package rips, then he’s blanketing me with his warmth again before I can lift my eyelids. He rubs his penis along my drenched slit and pushes inside me, filling me with his hard length. If my body weren’t still a pool of mush, I might have tensed around the sudden fullness of him.
“You feel so good,” he murmurs and kisses my lips as he moves in and out. “So fucking wet and tight. Even with a condom, it’s heaven. I get it now.” He continues thrusting at a slow rhythm.
My desire returns, and I grow more and more alert. Eventually, I match his pace and draw my legs up as high as I can to feel him deeper.
He hisses a curse and sits back, grabbing behind my knees and sending my legs wider and higher. His gaze locks on my breasts where they bounce from his harder, faster thrusts.
“Sebastian, I’m close again. So close.” He does this to me, takes me to places I didn’t think possible.
“Come for me, baby. I want to feel your hot pussy squeeze my dick.”
“I love when you talk dirty,” I murmur between pants. “I never thought I’d like it, but now I’m addicted, because it’s you.”
“Fuck, Ainsley,” he groans with surprise and thrusts faster and harder, hitting me in the perfect spot.
“I love when you say that, too,” I whisper and explode with that orgasm he wanted.
At the same time, he comes too, his thrusts so deep I cry out in ecstasy.
23
Ainsley
I wake up to an empty bed. I don’t remember falling asleep, just crying out Sebastian’s name for the second time. I must have crashed right after. Pathetic. But I’m tucked under the covers. Sebastian must have put me to bed. Did he stay for a while or leave?
My guess is he left. He’s slowly caving to me, even if he doesn’t want to admit it, which I suspect he doesn’t.
Last night was amazing. I felt connected to him in a way I hadn’t before. He talked to me the way he used to when we had sex. He kept calling me baby. If sex is what it takes to win him back, I’m in. Apart from it being as amazing as it’s always been between us, the more we’re together, the more experiences he has to remember me, my body, my love, and how we are when we’re together.
