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Jules
You don’t need to do anything. I really didn’t mind helping.
BEAU
If you’re still interested in learning how to skate, I’d love to have the opportunity to teach you.
I couldn’t remember a time when I’d ever felt such desperation. If she turned me down, I wasn’t sure what I’d be able to do next.
Jules
Really?
The relief I felt was tremendous.
BEAU
Absolutely. You let me know when you’re free, and I’ll make it happen.
Jules
I’m going to have to get myself some gear, though. I suspect I’ll fall and get hurt if I don’t have any pads or a helmet to wear.
BEAU
I’ll bring everything you need. All you’ve got to do is name the time that’ll be good for you.
Jules
Can I let you know tomorrow?
BEAU
Sure. That works.
Jules
Thanks! I’m so excited.
More relief swept in, and the tension eased out of my shoulders.
I felt like I could breathe again.
BEAU
It’ll be a great time. I promise.
Jules
I’d expect nothing less with you.
That response surprised me, but I took it for the compliment it was. Now, I’d just need to make sure thatshe had such a wonderful time, she’d want to spend more time with me beyond that.
I continued to tell myself that there was nothing beyond enjoying her company, but my reaction tonight was making me think otherwise. I hadn’t had any desire to go out and find anyone else to spend my time with after I’d been with Jules. Was that just coincidence, or was there something else happening to me that I’d never experienced before now?
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