Page 43 of Rivals
He shrugged. “I’m just glad to be useful to the monarchy for once.”
Nina’s chest ached at those words, and she paused in the doorway to Sam’s sitting room. “Jeff, you have always been useful to the monarchy.”
“Sure, as comic relief,” he said easily. “When my family needed someone to go to a dive bar and play darts with the locals, or hand out the trophy on the PGA tour, or salsa dance with the Princess of Mexico, I was the one they called in.”
“Youarea good dancer. Remember that time at the beach house when you danced so hard, you literally danced yourself into the pool?” Nina reminded him, striving for levity.
He chuckled. “I’m lucky none of you got that on camera. Otherwise it would have become a GIF I could never escape.”
“It would top all those ‘Ten Reasons We’re in Love with Prince Jefferson’ lists.” Nina instantly felt weird; why had she saidloveto Jeff? Luckily, he didn’t seem to notice.
“Anyway, I recently met with a few military aides about an upcoming event, and it made me wonder if I should get more involved,” he went on.
“As a military liaison?”
“I was thinking more like active service.”
Nina blinked. Jeff was still talking, saying how the men in his family had traditionally served in the armed forces, that he would probably enter training after he graduated.
“Jeff. That sounds dangerous,” she squeaked. “You could be hurt!”
“So could everyone who enlists in the army. It’s a risk I’m willing to sign on for.”
Nina was startled by the seriousness in his voice. It was a tone she’d never heard from Jeff before.
She looked up at him—and while she still saw echoes of the boy he’d been, mischievous and playful and spontaneous and warm, she also saw the man he was becoming.
“Anyway, it wouldn’t be for another few years. These things always take time,” he explained.
Nina’s throat closed up. She should tell him how proud she was, and afraid—that she cared about him too much to let him step into harm’s way. But before she could articulate any of that, he smiled.
“Sorry, I didn’t mean to unload on you. I just…” He hesitated. “There aren’t many people I can talk about this kind of thing with.”
Of course. People were always flocking to Jeff, but they didn’t actually want a real conversation. They had no interest in his worries or fears or plans for the future. They wanted a breezy, three-minute exchange—wanted him to crack a joke, chat about sports or a party—and then they wanted to move on, so they could tell everyone for the rest of their lives that they’d met a prince. They wanted a piece of him. They had no desire to get toknowhim.
He was constantly surrounded by people, yet it had to be lonely.
“I’m always here if you need to talk,” she promised.
“I know you are.”
Nina wasn’t sure how to reply to that, so she didn’t. She and Jeff seemed to linger in the silence, to dwell in it, as if it were drawing them closer to each other.
“Anyway,” he said at last, “tell me about this party that’s so formal you need to borrow a dress of Sam’s. Why am I not going?”
“You are going. It’s Gabriella’s birthday party.” Nina disappeared into Sam’s closet, emerging a moment later withthe dress Sam had mentioned, a short fuchsia thing with lace that spilled over its off-the-shoulder neckline.
“Oh good, I’m glad you’ll be there,” Jeff said excitedly. “Though I have to admit, I didn’t know that you and Gabriella are friends.”
Nina quickly shook her head. “We’re not. Daphne invited me, actually.” She tried to sound offhand, but her voice betrayed her.
Jeff beamed. “That’s awesome! I was so glad when Daphne asked for your number; I’ve always thought the two of you would get along. You’re actually more like Daphne than like Sam.”
“I don’t think so,” Nina said faintly.
“You’re both so smart, and organized, and independent. Sam…” He shook his head. “She’s way more a fly-by-the-seat-of-your-pants type than a plan-ahead type.”
Nina forced herself to smile. “Maybe you’re right. Daphne and I really bonded at the library event.”Over our mutual hatred of Gabriella.
