Page 2 of Court of Shadows
“Och, you’re not concentrating one jot, Louisa.”
Behind the curved hammer of the pistol, Chijioke grimaced. There was an exhausted twitch to his eye, and his hand shook a little as he pointed the weapon at my face. Hazy sunlight fought through the grime on the library windows, pale dust motes dancing around us like afternoon fireflies.
“Just promise me it isn’t loaded,” I said, grumpy.
He rolled his eyes at me and snorted. “For the fifth time, it’sempty. Now focus, Louisa, or was that just a lucky fluke that saved your life?”
I tried to concentrate, but now his questions were only making me more distracted. In truth, it was a combination of things that had saved my life on the day Lee’s uncle decided to try to take it. There had been Mary shielding me with her peculiar magic, and Poppy using hers to lance George Bremerton’s head like a boil. I shuddered at the memory of it—nightmares of that day visited me often, and I knew in my heart they were unlikely ever to leave.
There were the hideous dreams, and there was the even crueler reality of Mary’s absence. I missed her. Months had passed since I had gone to Ireland, hoping to conjure her again with a wish thrown into a special spring. According to Mr. Morningside, Mary, as an Unworlder spirit, neither dead nor alive, should have gone to the Dusk Lands, a place like limbo; I should have been able to conjure her back with the same magic that had brought her into existence in the first place. But my wish had fallen into the spring, only to plop into the water and drop like a stone.
In that horrible moment, I’d at least fancied myself free of Coldthistle House. I’d left the spring and drunk my way through Dublin to London and then, reluctantly, back to Malton. Those few things I had stolen from the house went far when sold, but not far enough. I’d thought to strike out on my own, to find some measure of independence working as a barmaid. Alas,my quarrelsome nature was not tolerated in town the way it was at Coldthistle House. In no time, I was broke and unemployed once more. Perhaps it was fate that was forcing me back to Coldthistle House; perhaps, on some level, I just missed the dastardly place.
Chijioke must have read the dismay on my face. He sighed and nodded toward the pistol pointed at my nose, as if to remind me that he was doing this for my own good.
Outside, even through the tightly shut windows, I could hear the sounds of merry voices. All that week, workmen from the neighboring property had labored to raise a massive tent on the lawn of Coldthistle House. Well, part of it was on the house property—half, to be specific—and the other half landed on the pastures to the east, those tended by the kindly shepherd who had taken me in for an afternoon. The purpose of the festival tent remained a mystery, and my thoughts shifted from poor Mary to whatever Mr. Morningside might have planned. The workmen took their tea down on the lawn, their deep, boisterous laughter an unusual sound on the somber Coldthistle grounds.
“Go on, lass, you’re trying my patience now!”
Chijioke was nearly shouting in my face, that tired tic in his eye gone as he snarled in earnest.
“Very well!” I cried back, finding at once the focus that had eluded me. It came, as it had before, out of anger. There was no smoke or loud pop of magic, no descent of sparkling dust, nothing quaint or worthy of a children’s story in what I coulddo—I simply focused all of my mind for an instant and the Changeling power within me stirred, transforming the pistol in his hand into a rabbit.
Chijioke gasped, looking as shocked and befuddled as the baby rabbit squirming in his grasp.
Then he laughed and loosened his grip, letting the darling little animal curl into a curious, snuffing ball in his palm. It was a charming enough sight—the callous-handed gardener of Coldthistle cradling an ivory bunny no bigger than a snowball.
“Very funny,” he said, eyeing the rabbit with a cocked eyebrow. “So your power wasn’t a fluke after all. What will you name it?”
I turned away from them both and trotted to the dirty window, going on tiptoes to gaze down onto the lawn. The white tent was nearly as large as the barn. A red, green, and gold flag topped each of its attractively curved and then pointed peaks. The pennants were simple, unadorned, and I couldn’t help but wonder what they meant. Perhaps, with the weather changing, this was meant to be a May Day celebration. Yet that seemed altogether too whimsical for Mr. Morningside. He could do nothing pleasant without there being some sinister motivation.
“Louisa?”
I glanced back at Chijioke and his new little fuzzy companion. It was not to last. In another blink the rabbit was gone, and Chijioke again held a weapon in his hand. “Alas, nothing at all. No matter how hard I try, I cannot seem to make the spell last.”
He gave me a sympathetic shrug, tucking the pistol into the back of his trousers and joining me at the window. We both gazed down at the fool courtyard and watched the workmen finish their tea and return to the pavilion, each doing their best to avoid the holes dotted around the yard.
“This time it might be for the best, lass,” Chijioke said. “That wee thing would’ve been lunch for Bartholomew before sundown.”
“He certainly has been eating more,” I agreed. “And growing. Soon you’ll be tending to him in the barn. Poppy will be riding him up and down the lawn.”
Out of the corner of my eye I saw Chijioke wince.
“You truly don’t know what all this is about?” I asked, using a little pile of books to lever myself up for a better view. There was a shallow ledge to the window, enough that I could rest a knee on it and crane my neck down to see the lawn.
“I suspect only Mrs. Haylam knows, though it would not surprise me at all if she were just as in the dark. I’ve no reason to lie to ye, Louisa. But if you find out first, ye best share all of it with me.”
I squinted, but of course could see nothing, even when the slit of an opening at the front of the tent ruffled in the wind. Muttering, I let my forehead touch the glass of the window. Using my powers—Changelingpowers, or so Mr. Morningside claimed—had left me feeling slightly fragile. “If this were any other boardinghouse, I might think we were hosting a wedding.”
He laughed and leaned onto the ledge next to me, flicking the necklace that had slipped free of my gown and now swung visibly from my neck. “Have those on the mind, do we?”
God, the necklace. I had hoped to keep it a secret, and now my unladylike climbing and crawling had dislodged it from the partlet tucked primly into my bodice. I snatched the spoon up with my hand and tucked it back into my frock. Jumping down from the window ledge, I turned away, trying to find shelter among the bookcases. “It isn’t what it looks like.”
“Oh aye? Because it looks like a lot of sentimental rubbish to me.”
“Thissentimental rubbish,” I said hotly, turning and finding the door, “saved my life.”
After nearly dying at the hands of George Bremerton, I’d thought often of leaving permanently. I still did. But if I fled now, abandoning Lee and what memories of Mary lingered, what would that make me? A thief and a runaway I might be, but I would not also prove disloyal. Perhaps if Mary somehow returned and Lee found happiness or at least peace, maybe then I could leave. Maybe then...
