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I didn’t want to give him up.
But there was no point in wallowing, so I shuffled down and put a tentative hand on his cock. “I want to taste you. Um. And…” I closed my eyes and realized that my mind actually had changed. “I want you to be inside me.”
He jolted, then said, “You sure?” His voice was all thready and weak. “Earlier, you said?—”
“I know.” My words cut him off. I looked up at his face, and yeah, he was definitely turned on. “But I’m sure.”
If I had to walk away from this, I wanted to walk away after giving myself to him because who the fuck knew when I’d find a man like him again. I wasn’t going to let this moment slip by me.
I wanted my first time like that with a man who I trusted would take care of my body.
And he would.
After a moment, Quinn nodded, and then he pushed his fingers into my hair. “Do you want some help with this part?”
“I want to do it right. I want it to feel good for you.”
He closed his eyes with his groan. “It will. But if I’m going to fuck you, you can only have a taste, okay? If I come in your mouth, it’ll be over for the night.” He sounded angry, but I knew he wasn’t. He was losing control.
Squeezing his cock in my hand, I tilted the head up toward my lips, then parted them and fit them around the tip. I immediately tasted something…weird. It was sour and salty and kind of musky, like old cheese. His skin smelled nice from the shower, with an undercurrent of that scent I always got walking into a public bathroom.
Oh god, was that the smell of come? Were dudes coming in shared bathrooms?
Shut up, Ferris!I shouted at my brain. Shut up and enjoy this!
Taking a breath, I let my lips relax and took him further. The moment his cock touched my tongue, I gagged a bit, but when he tried to pull back, I didn’t let him. “Nuh-uh,” I managed with my mouth full of dick.
He laughed through a shudder. “Okay, okay. Just…stop when you want.”
I nodded, then sucked a little as I let my lips go further. The urge to gag was even stronger now, but as I rolled my tongue around him, it got better. The taste wasn’t so bad. It was still a little salty—almost like licking sweat off skin. He was hot andthick and throbbing a little, and every now and again, he’d pulse and dribble more precome into my mouth.
“That’s so good,” he whispered, his voice trembling. “You’re so good, Ferris. You’re so fucking perfect at this.”
His praise was like a wave of fire over my skin, but it didn’t hurt. It was a slow, careful, glorious burn. My cock throbbed between my legs, and I rocked it against the sheets as I sucked him harder and a little faster, bobbing my head.
“Shit, shit. Ferris, sweetheart, baby. You gotta stop.”
The moment my ears registeredstop, I pulled off him with a loud pop, shooting him a horrified glance. “Oh my god, I’m so sorr?—”
I didn’t get the chance to finish my apology. He grabbed me and yanked me into a hard kiss. It took me a second through his moving lips and dancing tongue to realize he was talking through it.
“So good, so amazing, Ferris…” He groaned as he eased back.
“I’m sorry,” I managed to get out.
He shook his head. “No. I was too close.” He dragged a finger down the side of my neck, pressing hard where my pulse was racing. “You are so obedient.”
I didn’t know if that was a good thing, but it felt like one of the best compliments I had ever been paid, coming from him.
“I need a moment, okay? Because if I try to fuck you when I feel like this, I’m going to shoot off the moment I’m inside you.”
I shuddered and nodded. “Yeah. Okay.” I gripped my cock and gave it a few squeezes, and Quinn turned his head like he couldn’t bear to watch.
“Lay on top of me, yeah? I’m going to finger you while I calm down.”
“I—oh. Um. Okay.” That sounded…Christ, so good. I went pliant as he dragged me on top of him, and while one arm situated me with my entire front pressed to his, his free handsearched a crinkling bag inside the nightstand drawer, and he came out with a tube that looked a bit like toothpaste.
“Silicone-based,” he murmured when he saw my frown. “It’s what I prefer, and it’ll feel very good for your first time.”
