Making the biggest decision of my life, I pulled out of his arms, turned around to face him, then began unbuttoning my blouse.While it wasn’t anything that Royce hadn’t already seen, felt, or kissed, I was pretty sure that he had no idea where this was going.
His eyes blown with appreciation, he signed, “Fuck, you’re beautiful.”
I didn’t sign back as I stared up at him, letting my blouse fall down over my shoulders until it hit the floor.Another miraculous thing about Royce?The boy loved my curves, and he never went for my breasts or ass when he was feeling affectionate.No.Royce always went for my thighs or love handles.While I wasn’t fat, I wasn’t skinny.Still, Royce didn’t seem to mind, and that did wonders for my self-esteem.
As soon as my blouse hit the floor, I went to the button of my jeans.Since we’d already been in for the night, I was barefoot, so my pants were going to be easily kicked off.When I was left only in my bra and panties, a part of me was terrified that Royce was going to say no.The boy was just so damn chivalrous that this move really was a gamble.
His eyes still dilated with desire, he signed and asked, “What are you doing, baby?”
“Do you want me?”I asked, so turned on that I wasn’t even worried about what my voice might sound like.
“Every second of every minute of every goddamn day,” he said and signed, his hands moving fast enough that he missed a couple of words.
“I want you, too,” I told him.“Tonight.Now.”
His face softened, and I’d never seen a person look so regretful.“Baby, I didn’t bring you here for this, so-”
Horrified, I quickly reached down, then grabbed my clothes, bringing them to my chest to hide my near nakedness.“Sorry,” I muttered, wondering if I’d ever been so embarrassed before.
Suddenly, Royce was standing before me, pulling my clothes from my arms.Tilting my head up, forcing me to look at him, he said, “Roxanne, let me finish, okay?”I bit my lip, but still nodded.This was so freakin’ humiliating.“As I was saying,I didn’t bring you here for this, so I didn’t bring any condoms with me.”My shoulders sagged with relief.“I want you more than I want to take my next breath, but I don’t have what I need to protect you.”
“I trust you,” I told him, not caring how crazy or desperate that made me sound.
Royce closed his eyes before letting out a deep breath.When he opened his eyes again, he said, “Roxie, I want to do the right thing and tell you no, but I don’t think that I can, and I’m so sorry.”
“Wanting you is the right thing,” I argued.“Please, Royce.”
“Only if you tell me that you love me first,” he replied, and I knew that this was it.
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Royce~
“I love you, Royce,” she said, and I thought I was going to go insane with it.While this wasn’t my first time, it’s been a while.Plus, I knew that Roxie was a virgin, so there was an insane amount of pressure with doing this.
I wrapped a hand around her neck, then met her halfway for a kiss that meant more than all our other kisses combined.Though we’d done a lot over these past few months, having sex with Roxie was going to change the entire game.She was going to give me something that I was going to hold onto for-fucking-ever.Not that I was ever planning on letting her go, but I was going to have something that would guarantee that she would never forget me.
When I felt Roxie’s hands pulling at my shirt, I quickly stepped back, then began tossing my clothes off.At this point, I wasn’t concerned about looking cool, confident, or mature.All I cared about was giving this girl what she was so recklessly asking me for.Did it make me a dick to be doing this, knowing that I didn’t have what it took to protect her?Hell fucking yes, it made me a dick.Did I possess the strength to still say no?Not in the least.
Once we were both in our underwear only, I was as honest with this girl as I’d ever been with anyone.Making sure to sign and speak, so that there was no misunderstanding what I was telling her, I said, “I’m not pulling out, baby.Our first time is going to be everything, so I am not going to hold back by pulling out when the time comes.Do you understand what I’m saying?”
Roxie nodded.“I do, and it’s okay,” she said, still thrilling me every time that I heard her voice.“I want it all with you, Royce.”
Slamming my lips down on hers, I lifted her by her thighs, then walked us over to the bed.As soon as I laid her down, I reached underneath her back to unhook her bra, and when those magnificent tits popped out, I let out a low groan.Roxanne Rafferty had the best fucking body around.She was full and thick everywhere, and my hands were always filled with handfuls of her flesh, and I fucking loved it.
My lips immediately found her right tit, and I took her nipple into my mouth like I’d had many times before.However, this time, she tasted so much sweeter.Everything about this time was going to be sweeter, better, and way more meaningful.
Roxie’s thighs opened for me, and I could feel my dick threatening to break free and take over.I’d never been so fucking hard in all my life, and that was saying something as a teenage guy.
After taking my fill of her tits, I started kissing my way down her body, and even though I hadn’t gone down on her before, Roxie didn’t lock up when I grabbed the waistband of her panties, then dragged them over her hips as I made my way between her luscious thighs.
Grabbing the back of Roxie’s legs, I pushed them back, then finally delved into her paradise, tasting her for the first time.There’d been many times that I’d wanted to lick my fingers clean after making her cum from finger fucking her, but I hadn’t wanted to embarrass her.However, that wasn’t the case anymore.
Roxie’s hands pulled at my hair, and that was all the green light that I needed.I licked at her center like her pussy was my favorite lollipop, and her whimpers and moans of desire sounded like they should be outlawed.Her noises were going to permeate my brain, and I wasn’t sure how I was going to be able to keep my hands off her whenever I remembered them.
Though I wasn’t sure how long I ate her pussy, when Roxie’s thighs started to flinch, I slid two fingers inside her soaked channel, getting her ready for what came next.The girl was tight as fuck, and I knew that it was going to suck for her when I finally got inside her.Now, while I was going to do my best to make it as painless as possible, Roxie was just so damn tight, and I wasn’t a small guy.
When Roxie’s hands began to pull at my hair again, I looked up to see her body was bowed, ready to explode, so I curled my fingers to help push her over the edge.With my tongue on her clit, my fingers deep inside her pussy, and my free hand digging into her thigh, Roxanne Rafferty came all over my fucking face for the first time, and it was the most glorious experience ever.