How would this even work? Would I be tucked away the same way they keep themselves hidden from the world? God knows they’ve done it for years, loving quietly, sacrificing more than anyone should ever have to. But I see the way it eats at them and the way it hurts.
They’ve barely been back in my life for a week, and I’m ready to flip my whole world upside down just for a chance at this.
“Get out of your head, beautiful,” Zeke murmurs. “There’s no pressure, but I’m not gonna pretend I don’t want you, and I don’t just mean your body.” His lips find that spot on my neck, and I can’t help the shiver that rips through me. “If you’re this responsive to my mouth, how are you gonna feel when I’m inside you?”
“How about we find out?”
Roman.
My body goes still, and my heart skips.
Zeke pulls back slightly, his eyes flicking over his shoulder just as I do the same. Roman’s propped up against the headboard now, sheets low on his waist, his tattooed chest glistening in the soft light. He runs a hand through his messy hair, and those amber eyes pierce mine like he’s already inside my head.
“Yeah, I’m done. I’ve been lying here hard as fuck since Zeke said he wanted to kiss you. I figured I’d give you a minute, considering I’ve already had my mouth on both sets of lips.”
“So, what do you say, beautiful? You want me to fuck you while they watch?”
I bite down on my lip and nod, my gaze bouncing between Jasper and Roman as the idea of watching them together again lights me up from the inside out.
“Ah, you wanna watch Roman stuff Jasper full of his cock while you’re dripping down mine?”
Roman’s palm moves over the bulge in his briefs, eyes gone dark with want, as Jasper trails a line of wet, open-mouthed kisses down my neck before catching Zeke by the jaw and kissing him hard.
“You hear that, Captain? Addie wants a show,” Jasper teases, sliding out of the bed and finding a bottle of lube in one of the drawers. He tosses it in the air and catches it with a smirk as he strolls back toward the bed, his eyes on Roman the whole time.
“Both of you on your backs,” Roman commands.
It’s not a question or a suggestion.
It’s an order, and it includes me.
Roman slips out of bed, making space for Jasper to stretch out, and Zeke wastes no time spinning me around and easing me back beside Jasper.
At the foot of the bed, Roman and Zeke turn to face each other, and when their mouths meet, it’s like watching fire devour oxygen. Zeke fists a hand in Roman’s hair, and Roman growls low in his throat.
They’re devastating together.
“Still the hottest fucking thing you’ve ever seen, huh?” Jasper smirks, watching Roman’s mouth move over Zeke’s like he owns every inch of him. “Can’t even pretend I’m not obsessed.”
I reach for Jasper, my thumb stroking his cheek, and when my eyes drop to his mouth, it’s like tumbling straight back to five years ago, to the first time I ever wanted this.
“Not just them,” I whisper.
Jasper doesn’t kiss me.
He devours me.
One second, I’m breathing, and the next, I’m drowning in him. I hook my leg around his waist, hauling him closer like I’ll die if there’s any space between us.
His hands are everywhere—raking up my sides, gripping my ass, and sliding under my T-shirt like it’s not even there. When he shoves his thigh between my legs, I grind down on him, chasing the friction without a hint of shame.
“Touch her, Jasper. I want her ready for me when I slide inside,” Zeke growls from the foot of the bed, but his words barely register as Jasper’s hand slips into the front of my borrowed underwear.
“No problem there, she’s fucking soaked,” he mutters as he pushes a finger inside me, fucking me before adding a second, stretching me until I’m arching off the mattress. “When was the last time someone made you feel good, Addie? When was the last time you were fucked so right you couldn’t do anything but beg for more?”
Before I can stop myself, my eyes lift. Roman stands still, hisjaw clenched, and those gold-flecked eyes hold mine like he’s living inside the memory I just slipped into.
Yeah, baby. Yeah, it was you.