So many times we’d gone to that room and got tangled up in each other.
He led me over to the bed without a word, and I lay down on the mattress, not taking my eyes off him. A smile curled the edges of his perfect lips, but if I wasn’t mistaken, there was a nervousness in his eyes, as if this was our first time.
In a way, it was, I guess.
The fooling around at my house hadn’t warranted the same emotion, because there hadn’t reallybeenany emotion. Well, any emotion other than anger. We both seemed to feel the power of it this time, though. The intensity of our connection that I’d once believed to be lost had only been hiding under years of pent-up anger. But now that the frustration was released, the affection could finally shine through.
Corbin got on top of me and softly kissed down my chest. His tongue found my nipple, and he teasingly suckled it.
I groaned as sparks shot straight to my aching dick. As if by muscle memory, I reached behind me and grabbed onto the bars on his headboard.
He continued his journey down my chest and stomach. That sly smirk lit his face as he caught me watching him. When he started sucking me off, I couldn’t contain the sharp grunt.
Shit, it just felt so good.
Hefelt so good.
His mouth moved from the tip of my cock, down my shaft, and to my balls. My breaths quickened as my arousal heightened. And when his tongue moved even lower, to the area between my balls and ass, I whimpered.
It was the perfect balance of teasing and pleasure.
“Still an ass man I take it?” I asked.
“Baby, I’malwaysan ass man,” he answered, sliding his arms under my thighs and lifting my lower half off the mattress.
He slowly kissed my opening, causing my hold on the headboard to increase and make it squeak. His tongue lapped at my hole as his hands massaged the globes of my ass. Eventually, he added a finger to the mix, thrusting it into me with annoying slowness. Annoying, but amazing.
“Corbin,” I said with a whine in my voice, when I couldn’t take it anymore.
I was prepped, stretched, and ready to be filled by him. To have our bodies joined as one.
“What do you need, baby?” he asked in that sexy, husky voice of his. He lowered my hips and laid his body over mine.
“You.”
The fantasy of the moment faded a little when he grabbed a condom and tore it open. Not that I was against condoms—I fully believed in safe sex and had always used one with past guys.
But it was the fact that he and I’d never used them. When we first started having sex in high school, we’d been each other’s firsts and had full trust in the other. Condoms hadn’t been needed.
Having to use one now really showed how far we’d drifted. With all my past bed partners and his, there was no question of whether we needed one. I’d gotten tested and hadn’t been with anyone since then, but what about him?
Stop dwelling on it. Stay in this moment with him.
Corbin slid on the rubber and coated it with lube before dribbling some of it on my ass and smoothing it around. Nerves etched his face, and I lifted my hand to cup his cheek. At the contact, his eyes flashed to mine and his features instantly softened.
“I feel like I’m losing my virginity all over again,” he admitted, and the way he looked at me caused the butterflies in my stomach to come alive.
“Well, just as long as it’s notexactlylike our first time, we should be good,” I said with a smile, remembering how quick he’d come. We’d then swapped places, and I’d done him next, not lasting much longer than he had.
He laughed, and the sound went straight to my heart.
When he pushed into me, his lips parted as a soft whimper escaped them. His sounds during sex had always been incredible, but something about them now just enhanced it.
I held his side as I gripped his upper back with my other hand. The sting made me clench my jaw and the corners of my eyes watered. He waited a moment, resting his head on mine, as my body tried to get used to him.
“You okay?”
I smiled and pressed my face against his cheek. I nodded, knowing the twinge of pain would reflect too much in my voice if I tried to talk. Because Iwasokay, and I didn’t want him worrying.