Page 54 of All Twisted Up
“Why?” I asked, knowing it was a stupid question.
“Because Iwantyou to, Nash.”
I dropped my gaze to his lush lips but did as he asked, twisting to set them on the counter behind me before pivoting back to him.
“Better.” His mouth turned up at the corners as he slid his arms around my waist, forcing me to do the same as I slipped my hands around his slender body. The impulse to lift his shirt and slide my hands up and over the naked skin of his back was almost overwhelming. His body felt warm against me, and to my chagrin, I felt myself growing hard beneath the sweats I still wore. I could already tell it was going to be a problem if he kept doing things like this and inwardly cursed myself for harboring feelings for a man I barely knew. Ineverhad feelings for guys outside of the bedroom but somehow, this man had gotten under my skin so fast, he had my head spinning.
When sadness suddenly clouded his pretty eyes, I frowned, holding him close as I looked down at him. “What is it?”
“This isn’t going to go away, is it?” he asked. “The situation isn’t going to get any better…is it, Nash?”
I sighed, staring into his eyes. “This shit is like a war, Joshua…easy to get into, and hard to get out of.” His lip quivered as tears brightened his eyes. I reached up and cupped his cheek. “I’m sorry. Thingsaregoing to get better…I promise. You just have to have faith. We’re safe here and I promise I’ll keep you safe, guard your life with my own if that’s what it takes.”
He searched my eyes a few seconds longer before dropping his gaze to my lips.
“But will you also guard my heart, Nash?” He lifted soulful eyes to meet mine.
I slid my hand around the back of his head, curling fingers into his blond hair and tightening my grip on his body with the other as I drew him even closer. “I can’t make that kind of promise, sweetheart.”
He nodded, looking as though he’d made some kind of decision. I held my breath.
“Then for now, Nash…I’ll settle for this.” He lifted his face and pressed soft lips to mine.
I groaned, knowing that I was going to regret throwing all caution to the wind as I ducked my head and kissed him anyway. Joshua’s body melted against mine as he opened his lips to deepen the kiss. My heart began to race as I let him, kissing him slowly…thoroughly, savoring the sweetness of his tongue as fire filled my veins.
I dropped both hands to his ass, pulling him hard against me. I needed him to know what he was doing to me in case I’d misinterpreted him somehow. His response was a low groan that felt more like a purr. I slowly thrust against him, letting him know exactly where this was going to end and the moment I sensed his submission, I leaned forward and picked him up. His legs wound around me as he pulled his mouth away with a gasp.
“Nash…you—”
I cut off whatever he was going to say, stopping his words with my mouth as I strode out of the kitchen and down the short hallway to his bedroom. The weight of his body was of no consequence as I kissed him all the way into the room, bearing him down to the bed. He unwrapped his legs, breaking our kiss for only a moment as he scooted back. I followed him down, pinning both his hands over his head as I stretched out over him. His eyes glittered in the low light coming from the bedside table lamp.
“There’s no going back if we start this, Joshua…no going back,” I whispered against his swollen lips. Shadows danced over his features as he nodded.
“I know.”
I leaned down and kissed him again, rocking into him as I pressed him deeper into the fresh bedding. He lifted his sweet ass off the bed, pushing against my groin as he answered in kind, rubbing the hard ridge of his cock against mine. His mouth grew more insistent, sucking on my tongue, and letting out soft mewling noises as my tongue tangled with his.
The scent of precome filled my nostrils as I realized he was leaking through his sweats and the overwhelming urge to taste him filled my senses. I needed to be naked but even more urgently, I needed to feel his hot skin against mine.
I broke the kiss, ripping my shirt over my head. Watching him struggle out of his, baring his chest and the glorious rippling muscle of his abdominals nearly did me in. The sight of his sweet, small nipples and the desire to flick my tongue over them, made my mouth water. I slid to the ground, squatting to unlace my shoes as he worked his own off.
His sweats were the next to go as he slowly slid them down, revealing one of the fluorescent jockstraps I’d seen packed away in his bag. It hugged his generous cock, which was now thick and hard, straining against the fabric in a filthy display.
I stood to my full height, feeling his eyes on me as I slid out of my sweats and boxer briefs, kicking them free before falling over him. The wicked smile he wore threatened to undo what was left of my restraint as our lips met again. His arms flew around me as his body writhed beneath mine, scraping the thin fabric of his jockstrap against my naked dick. It was all I could do to keep from simply snapping and losing all control.
When I could no longer bear it, I rolled us both until I was beneath him, propped on a pillow, hands kneading his perfect ass as he straddled my hips. I glanced up and met his gorgeous gray gaze. “Bring that sweet cock up here and fuck my mouth, Joshua. I need to taste you.”
To my utter satisfaction, he nodded, silently complying with my demands as he moved up my body, pulling his jockstrap down only far enough to expose his gorgeous, uncut cock as it popped free. When it was close enough, I wrapped my fist around it, noting the fat drop of precome at his slit. I let out a little groan as he leaned forward, hovering over my face, braced on both hands.
“Is this what you want, Nash?”
I nodded. “More than anything, baby,” I whispered, guiding him to my mouth. I lapped the precome from the uncut pink tip, savoring the taste of him on my tongue.
Joshua let out a gasp as I stroked him slowly, sucking the head of his dick into my mouth, pushing his foreskin back with my lips. As I sucked more of his cock in, I let go of his shaft. He began to rock into me, slowly face fucking me just the way I liked. I adored giving head to my lovers, always making sure they received pleasure from the act, but somehow—with Joshua—it felt different.
He already meant more to me than just a casual lay, and that spelled trouble in my book. I pushed those inconvenient feelings away for the moment, deliberately ignoring them as I reached up and slid my fingers into his jock, finding what I wanted. I took hold of his balls, gently squeezing them in my hand.
The prominent veins of his cock throbbed against my tongue as I sucked him in deeper, wishing I could take all of him. He strained over me, trying not to thrust too deeply even though Icared little about it; still, I sensed the effort it took for him to hold back. Sucking cock this way was one of my favorite things. I kneaded his balls, rolling them in one hand as I encouraged him to fuck deeper into my mouth, moaning around his thick shaft every time he drove in.
