Page 18 of Bloodstained
Could I run? Escape this fortress? Could I push through those endless trees and make it back to the village, back to a phone and people andhelp? My heart battered against my ribs. The thought of it filled me with wild hope and suffocating dread all at once.
“You’re wondering how far you can run before I catch you?” His voice. Low. Smooth. And right behind me.
My body jolted, breath tearing from my lungs as I spun around to face him. There he was at the far end of the hallway, his size filling the grand space and somehow making it seem tiny. Ivan didn’t walk like a man. He moved like he was used to everyone and everything giving in to him.
“You left the door unlocked,” I said, the words tumbling out harshly, shakily.
“I wanted you to see.” He came closer, silent, deliberate. “That although I can’t let you leave, you’re not a prisoner.”
I scoffed and crossed my arms. “Not being able to leave does, in fact, mean I’m a prisoner,” I snapped, backing up a step.
His mouth tilted, but it wasn’t kindness or softness. The way he held himself—calm, collected, and intelligent—landed harder than any threat.
I hated that my gaze slid down his body. The impossible breadth of his shoulders, the corded muscle beneath his shirt, the way he made the hallway feel like it had been built around him… for him.
His presence pressed on me, more suffocating than a lack of air.
“I don’t want to be here.” My voice cracked, but I forced the words out.
“I know.” His gaze pinned me in place. “But in time, you’ll see you do want to be here.” He gestured forward, and I followed.
I hated myself for obeying, but my legs moved on their own accord. He led me down the hallway and turned the corner. I was silent as we went into a library that smelled of smoke, leather, and parchment. The air was thick with age. Books filled every wall, stacked high and neatly organized in dark shelves that went from floor to ceiling.
Many of the spines were cracked, dyed in every color imaginable, and faded from sunlight and time.
“You’re hungry.” His voice skimmed the air, brushing over my skin. His gaze flicked briefly to my throat.
Instinctively, I touched my neck before wrapping my arms around my waist. “I’m fine.”
My belly growled, proving I was a liar, and my skin prickled, heat rising low in my core.
The way Ivan looked at me—like I was someone special but at the same time like I was also his prey—made me tremble. I wanted to hate it. I wanted to hatehim. But I couldn’t stop the ache blooming between my thighs.
“Why me?” I whispered.
His lips curved faintly, and God, even that hint of a smile made my knees weak. “Because I’ve waited for you, Clara. Long before you walked into my domain, I’ve been waiting for you.”
My heart thrashed, and my breath was quick and shallow, but I held my ground, refusing to back down from him… again.
His head tilted, his gaze burning into me. “I’ve been alone for so long I forget how terrifying the truth can be. I’ve been waiting for you for centuries, Clara. The idea of you, the way you make me feel, the way you look at me. All of it. It’s been mine for so long, I know nothing else.”
The honesty in his tone cut deeper than any threat.
I should’ve run. Screamed. Thrown something at Ivan. Instead, I stood there, caught between terror and the pull I couldn’t explain.
He stepped back finally, giving me space I didn’t ask for verbally but one I needed. “Eat, rest, and explore. But remember this, Clara. If you run, I will follow, and I will find you.”
His words landed like a vow. When he left, I exhaled.
My knees nearly gave, and I backed up against a bookcase and slid down it, burying my face in my hands. I should have wanted nothing more than escape.
Then why was I sitting here wondering what exactly Ivan wanted to do to me, and why was my body heating at the very images slamming into my head?
CHAPTER ELEVEN
CLARA
Ishould’ve hated him.
