Page 167 of The Shadow Fae Rhapsody
I lean closer to Svenn where it’s safer and tilt my head to look at him again. Heat floods my cheeks as my gaze collides with his. His eyes are looking down at me with warmth and comfort.
I know I am always safe with Svenn.
“You are in control here,” he whispers to me, his knuckles brushing my arm softly. I love that reassuring touch.
My heartbeat picks up speed as I look between Svenn and the bond. The thought of being completely at their mercy until my body gives out sends a rush of heat flushing down my core. It’s too embarrassing to say what I want.
I take the book in Svenn’s hand and point at another scene. A tamer one. Something I’m much more confident in. I think.
A slow burning smile spreads across his lips. “Are you sure?”
I just nod.
His hand softly tangles into my hair and he kisses me tenderly. I feel precious and the world falls away.
I don’t let my hand tremble when I tug on his belt buckle. This time he leans back and lets me undress him. I do it quickly like I’m unwrapping my Nameday present.
Svenn tilts his head back and laughs. “Impatient, are we?”
I wipe the arrogant look on his face with another kiss. His hands tunnel under my nightgown, tracing a path that ignites fire in their wake. I moan into his lips when he caresses my breast.
One second, I’m on top of Svenn, kissing him, the next, I’m laying on the bed with him nestled between by thighs, his hand on my throat. He edges me closer to his body with one hand spreading my legs.
My head hangs over the edge of the bed. I watch the bond as he takes off his breeches. His cock springs free and my eyes are drawn to it as he strokes it once.
Oh gods… did I really ask for this?
This position makes me feel a little vulnerable. I’m trying not to let my panic show, but Svenn notices it almost immediately. His gaze takes me in like he can see straight into my soul. “You can stop this at any time.”
I blink. That’s right, I’m here with Svenn. He’s doing this for me. I want to be brave and good for him. I shake my head and he smiles.
“It doesn’t have to be him, Nel,” Svenn says callously, jutting his head at the bond. “If you want to be restrained, we can fulfill this scene by calling out Coinneach.”
My sweet Ken?
Just the thought of that sends a jolt of pleasure down my spine. But I stop smiling when I look at the bond.
Pain contorts his features, like his heart has been ripped out from his chest. I don’t like that look, especially when he has Svenn’s face on him.
My brows pinch together as I gaze up at Svenn.That’s not nice…
Do they hate each other? I don’t know what is going on between Svenn and his bond.
“I want it this way, Svenn,” I say quickly. I give them both a sweet smile to defuse the tension.
The bond perches on the bed, his length near my mouth. I see the bead of precum at the tip. “Open wide, Nel.”
I don’t know if the girth will even fit my throat. The fact that Svenn is watching me sends a wicked thrill through me. He is so relaxed, so at ease, it gives me courage.
“No. We shouldn’t be doing this.”
My eyes fly open. I’m surprise that it’s not Svenn who says that. We both stare at the bond.
What?
“Nel is not really that curious. She’s just doing this to impress you.” The truth of his words stuns me.
A small gasp leaves me when Svenn yanks me a little from the edge. He arches a dark brow.
