Hell, at this rate I might as well rent myself a backhoe and dig my own grave.
She didn’t speak again until they pulled up outside his house. “Do you want me to go home?” she quietly asked, pain tingeing her tone.
“No, baby, I don’t. I want to…” He sighed. “I want to not be an asshole. I want to be the guy you need me to be.”
“Tilly told me about her offer.”
He nodded. “Yeah.”
She stared straight ahead. “Could you do that?”
“Yeah. I guess I’d have to. I mean, I want to be able to do at least some of this for you, but I’m…”
He laid his head on the steering wheel. “I don’t want to lose you, Skye. I love you. But I’m not going to force you to be with me. If you need this and want it, and there’s no sex and stuff with Landry, yeah. I’ll deal with it.”
She caressed his cheek. “I…I can not do it.”
He shook his head. “No. I know this makes you happy and makes you feel good. I…maybe in time I can do more once I’m used to it. I’m willing to try. I’m sorry I freaked out.”
Her hand didn’t leave, continued caressing his face. “Please look at me, Sir.”
His heart throbbed, Axel nearly sobbing to hear her say that to him. He lifted his head to stare at her.
“I want to make this work but I don’t want to hurt you.”
He covered her hand with his. “I don’t want to hurt you, either.”
They headed inside and in the living room, he pulled her into his arms and held her, kissing her. “I want to do whatever we need to do to make this work. I want to fight for this. If it means letting Landry play with you, okay.”
They ended up in bed, and when she landed on top of him, riding his cock, he grabbed her ass and squeezed.
The long, loud moan she let out in reply conflicted with his brain. His heart knew this was “right,” but convincing that thinking portion that was also good at figuring out complex physics calculations…mmm, not so much.
As she rode him, he reached between her legs and played with her clit and she exploded around him, her pussy squeezing his cock. When he thought she was finished he rolled them over and started fucking her, hard, trying to hold back to see if he could get another one out of her like this. She’d told him she couldn’t believe he could make her come like that, and to her, it was one more sign they should be together.
He’d take it.
He’d take her,howeverhe had to take her.
Capturing her mouth with his, he kissed her, long-stroking her and trying to hit the sweet spot with each thrust.
“If I do this,” he said, “ifwedo this, it means you get your ass beat and come home and get fucked right after.”
“Yes, Sir!”
He wanted to hold back, wait for her to catch up. “I own this sweet ass, don’t you forget it. I get to decide what Landry can and can’t do to you.”
Her body rocked in time with his. “Yes, Sir!”
“Mytime comes first. If we have plans, you don’t cancel them to go over there. You consult with me on the schedule.”
“Yes, Sir!”
He nibbled down the side of her neck, getting more moans from her. He knew she liked being bitten, but he’d always hesitated biting too hard. “Who do you belong to?”
He felt her orgasm start. “You, Sir!”
He fucked her harder, faster, now wanting to catch up with her. “Whose ass is this?”