Page 65 of Cross Check My Heart
“Isn’t it universally known that when someone says, ‘I’m fine’ they are in fact,notfine.” That earns me a small twitch of his lips. The need to help him has been weighing heavily on me. Biting my bottom lip, I trace my fingers in circles over his shoulders. He leans into my touch, pressing his forehead to mine as we stay in silence.
“Why don’t you go put your bag in the bedroom while I make us some drinks?” When he doesn’t move or respond I can’t stop myself from rambling. “Or we can go lay down in my bed and watch a movie. Unless you want to have some space and go—”
He cuts me off with a slow and gentle kiss on my lips and while it’s a relatively short one, I’m still left slightly breathless when he pulls away. This time, when I move to unwrap my legs from his waist, he lets them drop.
“Let me go get changed.” He plants a kiss on my forehead before helping me off the counter and heading toward my bedroom.
I go through the motions of making us some drinks and head to the living room. Just as I’m about to set our drinks down on my coffee table, my eyes drift toward the glass door that leads to my balcony. Without hesitating, I change direction and move out to the balcony, leaving the door open behind me so Dominik knows where I went.
Since the weather has started to drop below the seventies, the balcony has been one of my favorite places to work. As long as I had a fuzzy blanket with me that is. The long bamboo framed couch has the comfiest gray cushions and outdoor pillows. Between the matching small table and the length of the couch, there’s more than enough space to spread all my notes out around me while I work. Last week, I found some clearancesolar-powered string lights and hung them up the moment I got home. The sight of them twinkling and lighting up the space puts a smile on my face.
Setting the drinks on the table, I walk over to the railing and lean my elbows on it. I’m so lost in my own thoughts as I stare out over the channel, that I don’t hear Dominik join me on the balcony until he’s stepping up behind me. With a sigh, I lean back into his embrace and run my hands back and forth over his arms. We stay silent for a while, he knows I’m here for whatever he needs and I don’t mind waiting for him to figure out what that is.
I’m so lost in my thoughts wondering how I can help him without pushing him, that he practically startles me when he moves. He untangles his arms from around me and grips my hips in both his hands. Holding me in place, he pulls back just enough to lean down and kiss behind my ear. That freaking spot is my newly discovered trigger point, and he damn well knows it. Goosebumps sprinkle across my skin and tension coils in the pit of my stomach as he repeats the kiss while moving one of his hands to tease along the top of my waistband.
I tilt my head to the side, giving him more access to kiss along my neck as I grind back into him. As if that was all he needed, his other hand leaves my hip and traces up under my tank top to twist and pinch my nipple before cupping my breast in his hand. The hand at the top of my shorts pushes beneath the waistline, staying over my underwear as he runs his fingers teasingly over my clit. My legs open slightly, offering his hand more room to work and just when he starts putting pressure into his movements my brain finally catches up to me.
“Dominik, we should go—” But he cuts me off as his fingers quickly shove my underwear to the side and runs his fingers along my entrance. My hands fly out to grip the railing and my thoughts scatter as he slowly works two fingers into me andstarts working me to the edge of an orgasm. Blood pounds in my ears and all I can focus on is him. The smell of his mint shampoo fills my nose as the feel of his hands all over me work me into a frenzy.
The sound of laughter has my thoughts catching back up to me and my legs clamping shut, trapping his hand between my thighs. His fingers twitch inside of me, and his wrist attempts to push one of my thighs away.
“Open your legs, Sunshine.” I shake my head and before I can voice my thoughts on moving inside, he twists my nipple and nips at my neck. A gasp that sounds more like a moan is all I can manage as he does it again and groans. “If you keep gripping me like this, I’m going to explode in my pants without you even touching me.”
Without even thinking it through, my leg’s part back open for him and he kisses behind my ear and starts moving his fingers again in reward.
“We should go inside.” I somehow manage to get out on a whimper. He chuckles lightly in my ear and something inside me eases at the sound.
“Why would we move, when you look so perfect right where I have you?” He picks up the pace, curling his fingers as he searches for my g-spot he discovered our first night together. That damn fucking spot that I never knew I had that manages to send me over the edge every time he hits it.
“Someone could se—” My words turn into a moan as he finds it, pulling out before slamming back in and hitting it again. He doesn’t let up and at this point my concerns of someone seeing us might as well have been thrown over the balcony rail. I can feel my orgasm creeping up quickly as he leans down to gently bite my ear lobe and whisper hoarsely in my ear.
“Do you see anyone?” He doesn’t give me a chance to check or answer as he plunges back into me and continues. “No one cansee us and even if someone looks up and somehow does, all they would see is your perfect silhouette against me.”
I know he’s right, considering I hadn’t turned on lights inside the condo except the kitchen one and the only light out here is the faint twinkles of the string lights. He must have known that’s all I needed to hear because in the next second I’m melting my full weight against him.
“That’s it, Sunshine. You look so perfect falling apart in my arms.” And that’s exactly what I do. His thumb moves to press circles on my clit as he strokes my g-spot, but it’s when he pinches and twists my nipples that my orgasm finally crashes through me. As he gentles his touch and slips his arm around my waist to support me, I try to catch my breath. When he slowly pulls his fingers from me, I can do nothing but watch as he brings his hand up to his mouth and sucks them clean.
Desire courses through me again and when I finally find the strength in my legs, I turn around to face him. Placing both hands on his chest, I push him back. He stumbles slightly but catches himself, smirking down at me as he walks backwards until his legs hit the couch. Once there, I move my hands to his shoulders and push him to sit down.
When he reaches to grab my hips and pull me on top of him, I knock his hands away. Holding his gaze, I reach down and push his knees apart. His already dark gaze turns molten as he watches me lower myself to kneel in front of him.
“Lilly.” His voice is low and shoots straight to my pussy, making me feel as if I didn’tjustfinish on his hand. He groans as I run my hands up his thighs, and I’m mesmerized as his eyes flutter closed. It isn’t until my hands trail to the waistband of his shorts, and I start tugging them down that his eyes snap open as he grasps my hands in his. I nod my head, watching him closely.
“Dominik.” He opens his mouth to protest, still gripping my hands, but doesn’t push me away. I push up to my feet and leanover to gently kiss him. As we break apart, a flush spreads across my cheeks and down my neck as I force myself to say what I want before he tells me too.
I bring my hand between us to grip his cock over his shorts and move my hand along his length. Leaning into him further, I turn my head to whisper in his ear.
“Please, Dominik. I want to suck your dick.”
Finally, he releases my hands, smirking at me, he leans back into the cushions and says, “I’m all yours, Sunshine.”
Before I can overthink anything, I kneel back down and reach for the waistband of his shorts. He lifts his hips enough to help me tug them down, once they’re below his knees he relaxes back into the couch while I make quick work of tugging them down until they’re pooling around his ankles. His muscular thighs rest on both sides of me, as he clenches his hands into fists beside him. I avoid his heated gaze in fear of psyching myself out and focus on his cock.
Wetting my lips, I grip him in my hand, using my thumb to swirl the beads of precum around. When he groans again, I lean down and slowly lick his length from base to tip. His thighs flex slightly against me as I repeat the motion once more, only this time circling my tongue around his head as I inhale deeply and take him into my mouth. When I pull back, I keep my tongue pressed to the bottom of his cock, before taking him back in further.
I’ve never found going down on someone to be sexy, but as I suck Dominik’s cock, twirling my tongue and hallowing my cheeks to see what earns me a reaction, I find myself insanely turned on. Wrapping my hand around the base of his cock with one hand, I pump up and down in tandem with my head. His hand tangles in the hair at the base of my neck, not controlling my movements, just moving with me.
I don’t even notice that my other hand had drifted between my own thighs until I’m touching my clit and moaning around him. Getting lost in the sensation of my own movements as I play with myself and the taste and feel of Dominik in my mouth.
