Page 100 of Totally Wrecked
“I love you both,” I say quietly.
“We are in such a fucking awesome love-puddle,” Leander says, pulling me away from Killian. “And honestly, I love that we are on this island, so we get to have this experience. If we were on the mainland, we’d deny it. Gray would never have looked at Killian. And in turn, I would have tried to fight Killian for you…”
“I would have won,” Killian interjects.
“Hush, I’m painting a scene,” Leander says. “And then Gray would have realized he was in love with you as well, then that would have broken up him and Killian…”
“Gray doesn’t love me!”
“Oh sweet summer child,” Leander laughs, then continues. “And just when Gray is making his case for Daisy, and Killian is weeping because he wants both GrayandDaisy, that’s when I’d come back on to the scene and whisk Daisy away in a private jet, because my family is crazy rich. And it’s sad to say, but sometimes it pays to have the upper hand.”
Killian punches Leander on the arm, and Leander goes in for a headlock, but ends flat on his back. “See how far your fecking money takes you here, pretty boy!” Killian laughs, while pinning Leander and giving him a nookie.
It’s all too hilarious. I run into the ocean and splash seawater at them.
“Break it up! You are like a couple of naughty puppies…”
“Ooh, squirt us with a hose!” says Leander in a provocative voice.
“What does that even fecking mean?”
They both reach up wet, sandy hands and I take them, foolishly, because they immediately pull me down into the surf, then take turns kissing me.
“You should have all the men in the world adoring you,” Killian says, between kisses.
I feel completely overwhelmed, in a good way. My eyes fill up with tears. “I can’t believe you both like me, I’m the luckiest human on earth. And it makes no sense; I’m nothing special.”
It’s pathetic, I know, but I start to blub, and once I start I can’t stop.
Leander shoves Killian to one side and kisses me. “Uh-uh, princess, what kind of nonsense is this? You are so very special, Daisy. I knew it the minute I met you. You are kind, beautiful, and strong. Can’t you see how you are healing me, healing Gray and Rex as well? You have something magical in you…”
“Leander, no, that’s you! You are the magical one…”
Leander shuts me up with a kiss, and while he does Killian leans over and talks into my ear. “Listen to what he said, babe, and believe it. I was just empty before I met you, going through the motions of life, but now I actually want to live. Live a full life, full of love, full of passion, and lots of fecking.”
“It's all true,” murmurs Leander into my lips. “You, above all else, deserve an abundance of love.”
I stop crying and let myself sink into these men who love me.
An abundance of love.
An abundance of love sounds like the most wonderful thing imaginable.
An abundance of love might heal me from Harvey’s unintentional damage.
I sit back and look at Leander and Killian; these beautiful men, they deserve an abundance of love too.
Rolling over in the wet sand, I go first to Leander, and then to Killian, giving them soft kisses.
“Thank you,” I say softly.
They kiss me back.
Then, of course, Leander has something to say. “So… if you want an abundance of love with Killian and I at the same time…” he winks. “I’m sure we could figure it out…”
That sounds…I don’t know.
But maybe that much loving could blot out everything else from my brain.
