Page 28 of Lunatic
He chuckles softly as he drags his fingers over his stubble.
“Neither. We are walking out of this place.”
I hold my hand over my face, covering my gasp.
“Together,” he adds, letting me know I won’t be going free. For now, I’ll deal with it.
“He never hurt me, Bianca. He hurt you. Tell me what you want me to do to him, and I’ll do it.”
“Oh my God,” Heather gasps excitedly, as if she has ideas. I only have one.
“Rape him,” I say.
He laughs as if I am joking, but I’m not.
“I don’t swing that way, little Lunatic.”
Heather squeals as she rubs her hands together, like this is the best plan ever.
“You don’t have to swing that way. I want you to come in his mouth. He made me eat that pudding with his cum in it. If you won’t do it, fine. I get it. But that’s what I want.”
Raven motions me over to him, but I’m hesitant to get anywhere near Dr. Martin.
“I’m not going to let him hurt you again,” he says.
I walk over to him slowly. While my head knows what he said is true, my body tells me to stay far away from the man that hurt me repeatedly, andwould have killed me.
Placing his hand on my chin, he tilts my head back, showing a gentle side I would have bet money didn’t exist.
“Listen to me, you goddamn lunatic. There is no fucking part of me that wants my dick in a man’s mouth. Any man’s, but especially not this fucker’s. Yet, if you ask me to do this, I fucking will. Are you sure? Of all the things you could ask me for, this isyour request?”
A tear slips down my cheek, as he stares into my eyes, with a look that feels like a promise that everything will be okay, but I’m not stupid enough to believe him. I trust him more than Dr. Martin, but not by much. Still, I need this. The desire to make him feel an ounce of the pain he put me through is intense. For well over a year, I fantasized about setting the bed on fire with Sullivan in it. Ironic that he died in a fire.
“I need you to give him a little of what he gave to me. He locked me up like an animal, and my only water source was toilet water. The food was non-existent, other than a human being. He drugged me so I’d be awake, but couldn’t move, and raped me repeatedly. Then he made me eat pudding with his cum in it. The brutality was endless, Raven. If you’re not willing to do it, fine. But I promise you, this is what I want. More than that, this is what Ineed.”
Lowering his head down, he kisses my lips softly.
“Alright, beautiful girl. We’ll do this your way. Stay close to me. I have a feeling I’ll need you.”
I don’t know what he means exactly, but I stay where I am, and look over to Heather.
“Can you do me a big favor? There’s a dead leg, a calf, in the other cell. Can you bring it to me?”
She raises her eyebrow in surprise, before walking out to do what I asked her to do. My words were ones I never thought I’d say. It’s hard to believe my life has come to this, but here I am.
Raven slaps Dr. Martin across the face hard, and his head rolls back against the chair, before he opens his eyes.
“Wake up, asshole. We have shit to do.”
His head pops up, with a groan escaping from his mouth. I watch him as his eyes dart from Raven to me, as he realizes how bad his current situation is.
“Don’t fucking look at her.”
He pulls on the restraints holding his arms in place, and grunts in irritation when he can’t get free.
“You stupid bitch. I should’ve killed you.”
On instinct, I move to step back, but Raven stops me, wrapping his arm around my waist.
