But could I be free with him?
Could I at least try?
I took a deep breath.“You think you can handle me?”
“Well, I don’t know,” he teased, dipping his face closer to mine as the movie ended and the screen faded to black.“What did you have in mind?”
Rising onto one knee, I slung my thigh over his legs and slowly lowered my plump ass to his muscular thighs.
His Adam’s apple bobbed in his throat, his deep voice a warning, or maybe, a plea as his big hands came to my hips.“Bridget.”
My heart thrilled at the heat in his eyes.
Was it safe?
Was it safe to explore this with him?
Would he laugh?Scoff?Roll his eyes?
There was only one way to find out.
“You asked me a question.”Ignoring the tremor in my hands, I dragged my palms down the hard planes of his chest.“Don’t you want me to answer?”
His eyes narrowed.“Are you worried I won’t be able to handle your bossy, kinky little self?”
I swallowed and bravely met his eyes.“A bit.”
In the end, if it made the difference between having him or not, did it matter?But I so badly wanted him to be okay with it, with me, just the way I was.
“I’ve thought about little else for weeks.”He admitted roughly, then cocked his head to the side.“And I have limits.”
I drew back, sliding my hands away from his chest.
He snatched my wrists and put my hands back on his chest.“No degradation.No third.”
I searched his eyes.“I would never degrade you.And I might kill you if you brought someone else into our bed.”
Crinkling at the corners, those warm, hazel eyes smiled into mine.“Go ahead.Be free.Tell me what’s on your kinky little mind.”
“Um, would you like it if I sent you a dirty video?”My voice rose high with uncertainty.
“How dirty?”he immediately countered, eyes flashing.
My face flamed, but it was now or never.And I wasn’t wasting another minute being afraid he might not want all of me.
I’d rather know for sure.
I took a deep breath.“A close-up of my fingers deep inside my pussy?”
His pupils dilated.Dragging my hand down over his abdomen, he pressed my palm to his erection and held my eyes.“You still have doubts?”
My breath escaped in a rough pant.
His eyes flitted to my parted lips and his jaw tightened.
The hunger in his gaze straightened my spine and curved my mouth.Splaying my hands across his chest, I rubbed my thumbs over his nipples and gathered my courage.
Inhaling deeply, he tugged my hips up his thighs until my heat hugged his cock.The thin fabric of our pajamas provided little barrier between us.