Page 41 of Loch
Melody told me what had happened in the kitchen while I was away. I was proud of Reagan and wish I’d been there to see it. Even so, the fact that it had happened pissed me off. For damn sure I was going to say something to Tammy later. That shit wouldn’t fly, but I didn’t want to ruin the party for Grass.
I knew the real test for Reagan was coming soon. When all the kids and old ladies went home and the boys really started to party. I planned on keeping Reagan around. I wanted her to be there, but also because I wanted to see how she would react.
Was it shitty of me? Maybe a little. But I needed her to know what she was getting into if I took it further, I wanted her submerged in my world. There would be a lot of secrets, but I wanted to show her everything I could. I wanted her to see what I would be around and I had to know if she could handle it.
The thing was, being around the club girls wasn’t even an issue for me anymore. Compared to Reagan, nothing even came close. And I wouldn’t do anything to mess that up. I hoped she knew that somewhere inside.
After she helped clean up and all the women took the kids home, I guided her inside and handed her another beer. At this point, I could’ve driven home, but my plan was not to. I wanted to keep her here and wake up with her in the morning, preferably naked and in my arms. I figured this was about the only way I could actually get her to stay the night with me. She eyed me with suspicion as she took the beer. It was her fourth. And knowing she didn’t drink a lot, it was more than likely going to be her last. I pulled her into me and kissed her without urgency.
“Is this your way of getting me somewhere so you can do naughty things to me?” She looked up at me with a playful gleam in her eyes and I laughed. I buried my head in the crook of her neck and inhaled her sweet scent as deep as my lungs would allow.
“What kind of naughty things are you thinkin’, baby?” I asked, kissing up her neck. Her body visibly trembled and I fucking loved it.
“The kind where you strip me naked and see exactly how wet I am for you,” she whispered into my ear. That was all I needed to hear. I pulled her hips into me so she could feel how much I wanted her. I was hard, had been all fucking afternoon. And hearing her dirty words made me lose all my patience.
I grabbed her hand and all but dragged her down the hall towards my room. I unlocked the door then pulled her inside. She looked up at me with wide eyes as she bit the corner of her lip. She looked so fucking sexy and I couldn’t wait another second. I ran my fingers down her stomach and into her pants as I pushed her up against the wall. I peeled the lace of her panties away and ran my fingers through her folds.
“Fuck, you’re so wet for me,” I breathed out as I slid my finger into her effortlessly. She whimpered as I kept a slow pace moving in and out of her.
“Please, Nate,” she said, desperate and needy.
“Tell me what you need, Rea,” I said looking into her eyes as I added another finger.
“I need to feel you inside of me.” She paused, her head pressing into the wall as her back arched into me. “I need you to fuck me. Now.”
I growled and we were a blur of moving limbs as we tore each other’s clothes off. Picking her up, I carried her over to the bed before I tossed her down. She let out a surprised yelp that I found cute as hell. I crawled up her body and she wrapped her silky legs around my waist.
“Is this what you need?” I asked as I ran the head of my cock through her soaked folds. I continued to torture her until she was writhing against me and clawing at my back.
Just when I felt like I couldn’t take it anymore, I thrust into her hard, filling her with all of me. She moaned as she pulled me to her lips. Our tongues tangled to the rhythm of our rocking bodies.
“God, Rea, nothin’ feels as good as you,” I confessed to her. “I want to touch you, be inside of you, every second of every fuckin’ day.”
“Oh, Nate, yes,” she chanted. I felt her walls tightening around me as I thrust into her harder. “It feels so good. Please don’t stop,” she begged.
Her legs wrapped around me tighter, urging me in deeper. One hand gripped hard on my back while the other fisted my hair. I loved how she clung onto me when I was inside of her. I looked down at her. Her hair was a wild mess and her eyes half open, staring into mine with a deep intensity. I felt her reach into my soul and I opened myself up to her will. I wanted to give her everything.
Our bodies moved together like never before, a slow rhythmic pounding that was our own. Everything else washed away, and the only thing flowing through my head was my need for Reagan. It didn’t escape me that in that moment that I realized she was everything. She was my calm and my excitement. She was my first and last thoughts of the day and most in between. She was the blood that kept my heart beating and the pull that locked my planet into orbit. I wondered how I’d survived so long without her.
“Nate…” her voice was soft and worrisome.
“I’m here, baby. I’m right here with you.” I rested my forehead against hers, needing to touch her with every part of me that could.
“Kiss me,” she breathed out.
Our lips melded together as her body started to shake and clench around me. I thrust harder and faster, pushing my cock in as deep as it could go. She moaned and I refused to break the kiss as she came.
Seconds later, I jumped off with her, filling her with everything I had in me. I stilled inside her as we continued to kiss until our heartbeats slowed to normal. I looked down at her, her eyes heavy-lidded and a smile playing on her lips.
“You’re so beautiful,” I said, my voice raw and shaky with emotion.
I could see the blush spread across her cheeks even in the dim room. I placed light kisses on each cheek, feeling the warmth on my wet lips. I rolled over, taking her with me, and tucking her into my side as I pulled the blankets over us. She snuggled in as she wrapped her arm around me. Our legs tangled together as she placed a light kiss on my chest above my heart.
“Is this your sneaky way of getting me to stay the night?” she asked in a playful tone. I tightened my grip on her hip, holding her as close to me as possible.
“I want to wake up to you. Got no problem admittin’ that. But more than anythin’, I hope you want that too.” Fuck, it felt good to say out loud. I wondered what I was so afraid of before, and judging by the way she held onto me she wanted it, too. Maybe I had been a fool this whole time. I was going to put an end to it. “We need to talk.”
“Yeah…” she nodded against me. I hoped that for once, we were on the same page.
