Page 44 of The Biggest Secret
“Shit. Adam.” I turn to him wide-eyed, and he meets my stare.
“Fuck. No condom.” He sits up quickly. “I’m sorry, I got carried away.” He pauses searching my face. I’m sure he’s thinking the same thing I am right now. This is how we got into the mess we are currently in. “Are you on birth control?” he asks quietly.
I slowly nod but it’s not the birth control I’m worried about.
“You’re safe? I mean, you’ve been safe since…” God I can’t even ask it. I have no right to be mad. Or upset about who he’s been with since I left, but it still pains my heart to think about the words.
“Always. You’re the only one.”
And by the look on his face, I think he means that in more ways than one.
He jumps up and heads to the bathroom. A moment later I hear the toilet flush and then the sink turn on and off. Adam returns with a small hand cloth and towel. He leans over me and wipes the insides of my legs, then taps my leg. “Slide over a minute.” I do and watch as he lays the towel across the bed.
And with a raised brow and deep timbre in his voice, says, “Now get back on it and turn around. You didn’t think I was done with you yet, did you?”
Chapter Twenty-Eight
ADAM
“So, how’s dad sex?”
I narrow my eyes, leveling my brother with a glare.
“Is it different from single sex? Boyfriend sex?”
“Billy, what the fuck are you going on about now?”
He settles up to the table like he’s about to tell us a bedtime story. “Single sex you have to bring your A game. It’s a one and done but you want to be remembered, talked about for future reference.”
I roll my eyes and Jackson says, “Here we go.”
“Boyfriend sex you’ve already got them, but you have to keep it fresh. You want to give it your best but still keep some in the reserve because if it doesn’t work out, you don’t want a clinger.”
“Dad sex?” He leans back and stretches his arms behind his head, tipping the chair back on two legs. “I imagine it’s predatorial. Dominant. Like what I saw you doing the other night.” He raises a brow. “I must say Adam, I didn’t realize the boss man attitude bled into thebedroom, too. You impress me more and more every day. I’m proud to be your brother.”
I know they’re trying to get me to talk. I’m sure the girls already have. Which means Francesca has already spilled what she heard to Jackson.
I flick my eyes to him, and he gives me a wink like he just read my mind and knows exactly what Chelsea and I have done.
“Come on, Big Daddy, tell us all about it. I need some new material for Adley.”
I bark out a laugh. “Adley would chew you up and spit you out!”
“Moi?” Billy covers his chest with his hand, feigning shock. “I’d let her teach me a thing or two.”
“She’d do more than that.”
Bobby laughs. “You do know what she does for a living right?”
Billy watches us. “Is she a stripper or something?”
“Better. She’s a romance writer which means she has nothing but time to think about and write dirty sex scenes all day.”
“She’d take you to school before you even realized you were on the bus.”
“Hey, I’m always game for something new,” he says but he honestly looks a little intrigued. Maybe scared is more the word. “Anyway, I want to hear about you and your baby momma. Tell us all the deets.”
I watch him intently again. “We’re working on things,” I say slowly.
