Page 90 of The Beta: Part Three
Chapter thirty-eight
Talia
I have had enough. The babies are five weeks old. I need someone to fuck me. Alex is a pervert, which I adore, to be perfectly honest. Ever since he helped to clear my clogged duct, he has been very interested in making sure the ducts stay clear. I don't mind a single bit; it feels so fucking good to grind against his thigh or his cock while he's satisfying his interest. But all that grinding isn't fucking.
There is a silent understanding that Kaleb and Alex will be last in line to have actual penetrative sex with me. I'm so glad that there are no hurt feelings or pride about that. As much as I want them, I think it will be too painful to have either of them be my first bit of sex after childbirth. Somebody has to be, though. The more I think about it, the more I think it should be Corso or Jasper. Or both. Yes. Definitely both. And right now. Why not? The babies are downstairs with Devon and Kaleb. Devon likes to show them things even though they're too small to understand anything but his scent and the sound of his voice. Today's adventure is the garage. He's very excited about it.
Everyone else is scattered around the manor. Nathan is working in his new office downstairs, and Alex is sprawled across his bed working. I have no idea where the rest of them are, so a text message is in order. I send the same text to both Corso and Jasper.I would very much like some attention, please. Whoever gets here first gets the attention.
A minute later, Corso saunters into my bedroom. I haven't used my own bedroom in months, Corso's room just felt better. It still does, but I think being in my room now will be a nice change. "What sort of attention do you need, bella?"
"All of it." I strip off my shirt and unbutton my jeans. It's pretty amazing to be able to wear jeans again after months of being too huge or too uncomfortable. They look a whole lot better on the floor than my ass right now, though.
He gives me one of those smiles that makes me love him extra. "Are you sure you're ready? There's no rush, no pressure."
I crawl onto the bed and shoot him a look over my shoulder. "I'm under plenty of pressure." I drag my eyes down his body, "and I'm working up to a rush."
"These are terrible lines, amore." He's smiling, though. And pulling off his pretty, cream-colored sweater.
"Trent is a terrible influence."
Jasper runs into my room, skidding on the rug in front of the door. He looks from me to Corso, then back to me. "Shit. I was in the gym."
He certainly was. He's flushed and sweaty, and absolutely delicious. "I can tell."
"You don't want to do rock, paper, scissors, do you?" he sighs in Corso's direction.
Corso laughs. "I don't think that will be necessary, do you Talia? If we're careful enough, both of us can give you the attention you need, don't you think?"
"Yes. Definitely yes."
I end up on my back between them. I kept my bra on. Corso isn't opposed to the milk leaking everywhere, but Jasper is a little shy about it. It's a dark, plum color with what Alex calls easy access clips. He might be a little fascinated with the various kinds of nursing attire, especially anything with a little clasp or slit.
"I like this one," Jasper says, tracing the lacy fabric. "Alex did a good job picking them." Then he kisses me, one of those sucking kisses he's so good at that make my toes curl. Corso gently palms my breast and drags his lips up the side of my neck to purr into my ear, making my toes curl even harder. Corso and Jasper are every bit as good at teamwork as Nathan and Trent are. It's been so long since I've been with either of them that being with both of them might end up being almost too much for me to handle. Almost.
Jasper walks his fingers down my stomach and hardly makes contact with my skin as he touches my mound. I lift up, trying to get him to give me more, but he moves with me so he can keep that same barely-there touch. He pulls back from the kiss and starts a wet path down my body. Corso picks the kiss up where Jasper left it and changes it into something just as sweet but more demanding, gently biting at my lips and licking deeper into my mouth. Jasper's kisses seem to try to pull things out of me, and Corso's try to push things inside. The switch from one to the other is such a dizzying contrast, especially when they're working together to wind me tighter and tighter.
The harder I try to get Jasper to give me more pressure, more anything, the lighter his touch becomes. I reach down to grab his wrist to make him give me what I need, but Corso stops me and brings my hand up and holds it against his cheek. "Don't be so impatient, amore. Jasper always takes great care of you. It's been such a long time since we've been able to have you like this, let him play a little."
I don't want to let him play a little, or a lot. I want him to rub and pinch my clit and fuck me with his fingers until I'm trembling and screaming. And then I want him to do it all over again with his dick.
"Isn't this the attention you wanted, baby?" Jasper rolls his eyes up at me as he licks across my hip bone.
I groan in frustration and tilt my hips up for him again. He laughs softly and lays on his stomach between my legs. "Is this alright? Are you comfortable with my mouth on you?" Ridiculous. What a ridiculous question.
"Yes, Jasper," I try to keep the whine out of my voice. "I'm as comfortable with it as you are."
He smiles up at me and kisses the inside of my knee, then he hooks his hands under my thighs and around them. Then nothing. He's just hovering over me. I can feel every breath he takes brushing against my skin but that's all I can feel; and his tight hold on my thighs is keeping me pinned just where I am. Corso tilts my face to the side, exposing the side of my neck to his lips and teeth. My eyes flutter shut, and I roll my hips helplessly. I hope the marks will always be as sensitive as they are now.
"So many fun things to touch and taste, bella," Corso purrs into the place between my neck and shoulder. "So many ways to bring those wonderful sounds from you. And Jasper has yet to begin." He unclasps one of the easy access clips and pulls my breast free. The minute he touches my nipple I'm going to start leaking. I'm trying to decide whether or not I care when two things happen at once, almost like it was planned. Corso takes my nipple into his mouth and covers my other breast with his hand, gently kneading it and thumbing my other nipple through the material of the bra, and Jasper swirls his tongue over my clit before sucking it between his teeth. I can't do anything but bow my spine and rip at their hair.
I feel the familiar tingling that precedes my milk dropping and it's all I can do to keep from pouting. "Corso, stop. The milk. It's going to be a mess."
"I like to see it, Talia. It's beautiful to me. I'll take care of any mess, as you call it." He holds my gaze and returns his mouth, not letting a single drop escape. It feels so, so fucking good, with one hand buried in Corso's hair, keeping him at my breast, and my other hand gripping Jasper's curls, holding him still while I thrust myself against his mouth. It's a strange way to think of it but they're both taking from me right now, both takingmeinside them. The thought brings a noise from my throat, and I hold them just a bit closer for just a moment. I could cum just like this. But they won't let me. Every time I'm almost there one of them changes tactic and I might start issuing threats soon.
Jasper's fingers dig into my thighs as he switches to giving every bit of me long licks, making sure to circle my clit with every pass. He's growling, groaning, purring, making so many delicious sounds. Of all the things I ever thought would happen when I walked into the kitchen at the farmhouse, being trapped and tortured between Jasper and Corso wasn't in the realm of possibilities. Not even close to the radar.
Corso releases my nipple and does up the clasp. "I love that you still give us access to your breasts. I was worried that you wouldn't." He kisses me again, letting me suck on his tongue, sharing the sweet taste.
