Page 10 of The Beta: Part Two
Kaleb asked me to give them a chance, but I don’t know how. I don’t want to be a burden, I don’t want to be a pity fuck; just the idea of it tightens my chest. I want to push them away and I want to pull them close. I don’t know how tobe.
I want to go back to how it was weeks ago. I want to take care of Jasper, and take care of them in the process. I like having a special connection with him, and I miss cuddling with him and petting him without the additional pressure. I wish I could just be calm.
Part of me hopes I will hurry up and go into heat to end this madness, but the rest of me is completely terrified of it. What makes it worse is I know how uncomfortable all of it is making everyone.
“Want to watch something with me?” Jasper offers, but I don’t think I can snuggle up with him and watch a movie without wanting his cock in my mouth. I can’t seem to get enough of the taste of him. I try to keep him hard and leaking for as long as I can to lick up as much of his precum as I can get, but he can only take so much before he needs to cum.
He says that’s normal and that I would like it even better if I’d try tasting one of our alphas. He never calls them his, he always says ours, but I can’t think about that. He even offered to tie one of them to his bed and the both of us lick and suck them until we get our fill, and I can’t think about that, either. I let myself imagine it sometimes, one of them spread out on Jasper's bed with one of us on either side of him, running our tongues up his weeping cock for hours while he begs us to let him cum. I’ve worked myself over several times to that fantasy.
“I don’t know, Jasper. You know what always happens.”
He wags his eyebrows at me, “why do you think I’m suggesting it?”
I throw a pillow at him.
We have two hours until I need to start dinner. I really do feel much better on my usual schedule. “Come on, we’ll watch something scary. And I’ll help you cook after. You know you want to.”
I sigh. He’s right. I do want to. So, we pick the creepiest movie we can find and cuddle up on the couch with the blanket from his bed, which is becoming more and more difficult to not call our bed. And just like I knew would happen, half way into the movie, before it’s even gotten scary, I’m kissing my way up his neck to lick his ear and he’s guiding my mouth to that place between his neck and shoulder where he tastes extra delicious. It doesn’t take long before I have his shirt off and his pants unbuttoned, my hand stroking him over his boxers.
I can feel the madness taking over, and I only burn hotter when I hear him take in a slow breath through his nose. I’m actually pretty shocked he enjoys it so much, given that he’s always been strictly interested in guys; but every time he catches a hint of my arousal his cock turns to granite. It’s hard like that right now, and I love having him in my mouth when he’s this hard. I drag his pants and boxers down and he lifts his hips to help me.
Kneeling between his legs on the floor, I hold his shaft firm and lick all around the swollen head, groaning when he groans, my pussy clenching uselessly. He tastes so fucking good. I gently roll his balls in my other hand and moan around a small gush of his precum.
I start sucking him from base to tip, using my hand to milk his cock, working him until his hips are thrusting up into my mouth and his hands are fisted in my hair, “god, Talia, you feel so good. You suck my cock so well. Fuck.”
I hum around him and squeeze his balls, I love it when praise tumbles out of him.
I’m getting into a good, solid rhythm when his hips stutter and one of his hands leaves my hair. I don’t think anything of it until I smell Nathan’s deep woodsy scent, and then I freeze. I know they’ve all caught glimpses of Jasper and I pleasuring each other, but having one of them in the same room, watching me suck Jasper’s cock down my throat might be more than I can handle.
I try to jerk my head away, but Jasper holds me firm, “shhh, stay where you are, beautiful. I want to try something. Will you try for me?”
I think for a few seconds. Jasper would never, ever hurt me, and I don’t think Nathan would, either. And he saidhewanted to try something, all I have to do is stay where I am, I don’t have to try to do anything except not combust, so I give him a little lick to show him I’m willing.
“Good girl,” he praises, “now keep your eyes closed, and do what I say.”
Chapter six
Jasper
I can’t believe she’s going to try. I have to remind myself that this is for Talia, not me, no matter how fucking hot it’s about to get. I wouldn’t try this with anybody but Nathan. I crook my fingers at him to motion him to come closer.
It takes him a second because he’s having a hard time dragging his eyes away from Talia’s mouth on me. He’s rock hard and straining behind his zipper. I hold a finger up to my lips to tell him to keep quiet and he nods and silently pulls his zipper down to release his cock when I point to it. His eyes are comically wide, but he’s following my direction and that's all that matters.
I reach out to stroke him and he closes his eyes at the sensation. I wait until there’s precum dripping from his engorged head and then I gather all I can on two of my fingertips, and use my hold on Talia’s hair to lift her off of me.
She whines pitifully but I tell her to shush and keep her eyes closed. “Open your mouth, sweet girl,” I tell her, and she does it immediately.
I push my fingers inside her mouth and she lets out the most gorgeous moan and starts sucking on them.
“Like that?” I ask her, going back to Nathan’s dick for more.
“Uh-huh,” she whines.
“Would you like some more?”
She nods and opens her mouth for another taste.
Nathan’s breath hitches. He’s watching her now.
