“I didn’t ask for that. I didn’t ask for you to have feelings.”
Zahra steps around me and paces the room. Frustration wreaks havoc inside of me as she becomes more and more distressed by the second. I don’t know how to fix this. To make sure she chooses me. So I do the only thing I know to do.
Two strides of my long legs and I lift her into my arms. Crashing my mouth over hers as a released whimper parts her lips. She wraps her legs around my waist and I smile against her mouth as she opens for me.
Her body practically sings for me as I hold her in the middle of her home. I need her to see that I mean what I say. That she is mine and that I want her more than life itself. I need her. I will have her.
CHAPTER ELEVEN
Zahra
What is happening? I swear the question has done nothing but plague me since the moment I met this man. Even now, I want to fight with him. To tell him no. I also want to submit and let him fuck me.
I want to go with him to his home, but at the same time I want nothing from him. My body just wants him. My brain is struggling to catch up with wanting anything. So when he hoists me up and I instinctually wrap my legs around his hips, I can’t believe it. This man is both frustrating and sexually satisfying that all I can do is hang on to his shoulders as his tongue slips along my lips, seeking entrance.
I open for him, and then he is taking my mouth and making it his. Our tongues swirling along each other in a tender dance of passion. He tastes sinful and I want more. Will more make me want nothing but him? Maybe. Did I truly give a single flying fuck currently? Nope.
His feet walk and I open my eyes and pull back from his lips as I point to a small hallway to the right. He takes the hint and heads that way. My fingers find the nape of his neck as he walks.His cock is hard against my center as he moves. I point to an open door just down and to the left.
He follows my directions and then he is at my bed and laying me down in its center as he strips his pants and shirt quickly. Before I can utter a single syllable, he is on his knees between my legs with his face buried in my cunt.
I wasn’t wearing any panties, so he has full access to my pussy as his mouth slips along my sensitive skin and he kisses my other set of lips. He parts me with his tongue and my breath catches in my throat as he slides inside of me. Swirling it with such precision. Tasting me like it’s his last meal he will ever have.
I can’t take it. The feelings overwhelming me so strongly. None of that matters right now. Not while he is buried between my thighs and bringing me to the brink of an orgasm that I can only imagine will be soul shattering.
I try my best to clear my mind of all thoughts. Focusing only on what he is doing and the pleasure that is building in my core. It’s so fucking good. The licking, the pleasure, and just Drainok himself.
He makes me feel so much I shouldn’t. That I never thought I would ever find. So why am I hesitating and fighting this so hard? I ignore my brain because I know the answer to that question. I feel like I don’t deserve it.
I’ve let depression rule my mind for so long that I can’t help the thoughts as they bring me crashing down into reality. The reason that I won’t even consider Drainok’s offer of going to his home planet is not a surprise to myself, because I would never dream of happiness.
His tongue covers my clit, and I squirm against him. All thoughts slipping away as the pleasure thrums to life to the point that I can’t ignore it anymore. So for once, I stop thinking and just enjoy the moment.
He circles my clit and then dives back into my pussy. Replacing his tongue with his fingers as he curls them inside of me. I arch my back and my fingers slide into his hair. The thick strands tangle in between my fingers and I grip them as I hold him in place against me.
Fucking hell, this man can eat my pussy any day. I cry out as an orgasm comes crashing down on me suddenly. The world narrows into this point and only this point. I struggle to breathe as he continues to fuck me with his fingers. Dragging my orgasm into another, surprising me as my body responds greedily.
Drainok pulls back and climbs up my body as he kisses his way towards my neck. His legs settling between my thighs. His cock touches my center and then enters me slowly as he pumps his hips against me in small motions.
Every slow inch as I stretch around this man makes me want to roll my eyes back and die right here. Satisfied from every single inch as each nodule and bump rubs along my inner walls.
I could die right here and now and never think twice about it. I would regret nothing. Yet, why can’t I choose myself first? I could have the world, but I’m tired. My brain turns to mush and I can only focus on his cock as it enters me and bottoms out.
The fucking world could explode right now, and I would welcome the flames.
I wake with a stretch. My arms going above my head and my toes reaching for the end as I work out muscles that are sore from sleeping hard in one spot for too long. It’s then that I feel the man next to me roll in my direction.
My eyes pop open, and I turn my head towards the man at my side. He is staring back at me with a smile. Fuck me. That’s such a handsome face to wake up to. I don’t think I’ve ever felt so happy.
Happy. That’s an odd concept. If I wasn’t absolutely sure that this feeling was it, then I would wonder what was happening. I don’t get it often, but when this feeling occurs, I want to cling to it like it was the last thing I will ever hold. So when he smiles at me like he is, I can’t help but to smile back.
“Hi, Dravexil.”
And there it is… that word. I sigh inwardly. He doesn’t know what he is asking of me. We aren’t like this on Earth. That word is like saying I love you and calling me baby all at the same time. Fuck if it doesn’t send shivers down my spine, but it also makes me want to run and hide from it all.
“Hi,” I reply instead.
His fingers slip across my belly and it sends butterflies straight to my core. I can’t believe that this is happening. He is an alien, that wants me to come home to his planet, and I can’t come up with a valid reason to say no any longer. Every single excuse was a benefit for someone else.