I hide my next smile behind my cup as I swallow down the hot contents in a bid to hide from saying more. What do I tell them? He’s an alien and wants me to marry him and move to hishome planet? Yeah. I don’t think so. So I leave it at that and hope they do too.
 
 “That’s it? The sex was good. That’s all the details we get?” Louisa almost looks like she wants to yell at me for more.
 
 I shrug my shoulders.
 
 “Nope. Spill woman. I haven’t seen you smile like that in so long. So details. Right MEOWWW!” Louisa leans forward with a hiss.
 
 “It was good. He took me home and fucked me into his mattress. Best sex I’ve ever had. Mind blowing, actually.”
 
 I give her something, hoping she won’t ask me any more.
 
 “So, are you going to see him again?” Rayne asks before stuffing her mouth with eggs.
 
 “Who knows? I doubt it, though. You know me… time to move on to the next victim.”
 
 I try to play off the hurt that makes me feel. Trying my best to keep it light and nothing more than a joke. Their looks tell me otherwise and that it didn’t go over well. They want me to find someone and date them. To live a happy little life, but that isn’t me. I don’t have happy endings, just sad beginnings.
 
 “You can’t keep burying your feelings and hoping things end up on the plus for you,” Lillian tells me sadly.
 
 “Oh, they definitely won’t, but I’ve come to terms with that many years ago. As soon as you all realize that, then the better off we will all be.” I reply flatly. “I need to go. I need a shower and some fresh clothes. I will see you all later.”
 
 I make my escape as fast as I can from the building and their gazes of sympathy. It’s the same every single time. I don’t know why I felt like today would be any different. That it would be the one time that for once in this world that I wasn’t judged for who I am. I was wrong. Like always.
 
 So fleeing was my last option, and that leads me to my place as quickly as possible. A shower. Some water and tylenol. Thenmaybe crashing in my bed for a few hours of sleep before getting up and getting some shit done before returning to endless work hours tomorrow.
 
 It’s another fucked up day, in this fucked up life of mine, and the pattern continues. Go me.
 
 CHAPTER TEN
 
 Drainok
 
 She left. Just walked out of my ship without a backward glance. I thought Earth girls were easy. So why does this now feel so fucking hard? It feels like she has already made up her mind to stay here.
 
 I can’t seem to figure out what to do with myself. My food is now sitting like a rock in the pit of my stomach. Is this how Earth women are? Lead you on and want the world, but then, when it’s given to them, they run?
 
 I want her to come back. To stay with me. To come to my planet and let me spoil her. To fill her with my seed over and over again until her belly swells with my children.
 
 The thoughts come forth and yet I know they are all daydreams of a life that slips right between my fingers, no matter how hard I try to grasp them. It’s odd. But the truth is nothing short of glaring reality. She doesn’t want this.
 
 I was wrong and put all my eggs in her basket. She doesn’t want me. So then why do I feel as if I can change her mind? Like she is mine and nothing should stop me from getting what I want. I can do this.
 
 I can go find her wherever she is and then convince her that she is mine. Fuck. I don’t know where she lives. We didn’t exactly get to talk a whole lot. She was passed out for most of the night and then I impaled her on my dick the rest.
 
 That’s it!
 
 I fucked her. I can use the ship's DNA match and find her. I can search for not only myself but her as well. She’s still coating my cock, even now. Her pussy was so tight and perfect wrapped around me. It also may be the one thing that now finds the woman in this large world, so I can convince her I am what she wants. That coming to my world is the next step for her. For us.
 
 I leave my room in order to head straight for the ship’s control room. The main portion of the front of the ship that houses the computer controls. I use a cotton swab and run it along my cock before sliding it across the glass then inserting it into the system on the dash.
 
 “Search mode.”
 
 Criteria?the computer answers.
 
 “DNA match.”
 
 Parameters?
 
 “The city were are currently in and the three surrounding areas.”