Page 17 of Sinful Need
“You’re a perfect fit.” I moan as he slides out and back in again.
I arch my back as he rocks his hips torturing me with his slow deliberate movement. Every inch of me is filled with histhickness. His length gliding in and out of my wetness. He lifts my leg over his shoulder and slams in deeper, hitting that sweet spot that takes my breath away.
“Don’t stop.” I whimper as my body shakes with the intensity of his thrusts.
I scream out his name again as my body convulses and tightens around him. Grinding against me he groans as my pussy milks his twitching cock. His hands grip the back of my head and he draws my face to his. His lips take mine in a breathless kiss as we both ride the wave of pleasure until it crests and descends us into a pile of hot, sweaty flesh stuck together by a desperation to hold onto this moment for as long as possible knowing tomorrow everything goes back to the way it was before. I don’t belong to Hawk anymore but I could never be Jase’s either. Our past is complicated and our future unpredictable. All we have is this moment and I’ll carry the feel of his touch on my body forever.
Chapter 10
Fuel
I’m startled awake when a warm arm swings over my chest and then I remember. Rayne is in my bed as naked and as perfect as God made her. My heart is racing in my chest while hers rises and falls with ease. Last night was one straight out of my dreams. Dreams I’ve had many times over the years but one that only existed in my head. A smile forms on my lips as I slide my hand over her arm, trailing my fingers up to brush her loose hair away from her face. I want to look at her and remember her like this, if one night is all we can have. She’s sleeping peacefully curled up against me while my head is swimming in doubt.
I roll on to my back staring up at the ceiling tiles. While last night with Rayne was worth everything I have coming, dread settles over me. I fucked up royally. I broke so many rules. Club rules are to be held up higher than anything else in our lives. I’ve learned to appreciate those rules. They bring order to the chaos of this existence. In the Viper's Den there were no rules. We answered only to Hawk, who was impossible to please. Other than that it was free reign. Brothers didn't watch out for each other. It’s different with the Krymson Destroyers, we’re a familybut even that bond can’t make up for my actions. I can’t let the past affect what I’ve built with my club. I have to find a way to make this right.
She lets out a soft moan and snuggles closer. Her warmth is comforting when not much in my life has been since before my brother died. I roll my head to the side to look at her. Her eyes flutter open with a feigned innocence that mesmerizes me as easily now as they did back then. After all she’s been through in her lifetime, behind the hardened layers there’s still that girl that could lure me into anything without a second thought.
“You still get lost in your head. Tell me what you’re thinking about.” Her soft voice fills my ears.
Letting out a heavy sigh, I shift and pull her closer so her head is resting on my chest. “Storm.”
“You have a naked woman in your bed and you’re thinking about Storm?” She laughs.
“I need to find him.”
She pulls away, sitting up beside me and crossing her legs. I immediately miss her warmth. “Is that why you’re here?”
“I could lie and tell you I came back for you but I didn’t know that was your bar I was walking into and I probably wouldn’t have looked for you.”
I can tell I struck a nerve by the way her body stiffens. “You could lie a little.”
I didn’t say it to hurt her but there’s no point in lying to her or myself. She could be so much more if men like me would leave her alone. I wouldn’t have looked for her because it would only put her in danger. I’m no good for her so why do I want to pull her back down and lose myself in her softness?
“You know how club life works. I can’t tell you why I’m here. All I can tell you is it involves Storm and I need to find him.”
“Are you here to kill him?” She’s firing on all cylinders now, herangry gaze slicing through me.
“No, of course not. Why would I want to kill him?”
“Because he killed you. Or thought he did anyway. Hawk told me Storm shot you in the head to earn his badge. When I confronted Storm he didn’t deny it.” Her shoulders slump forward taking on the weight of her grief all over again. A part of me is happy her feelings were real enough to have that effect on her but I never wanted her to feel pain. “I was so angry with him it destroyed our friendship. He kept saying someday I’d understand but I didn’t know what that meant. All I knew is that another person I loved was taken from me.”
“I’m sorry you had to go through that. Hawk is an evil piece of shit. Only one man returned that night because that's what he wanted. Either I killed Storm or he killed me. I couldn’t do it and thankfully neither could he.” I drag her back down so her body is flush with mine. “He faked it. That’s why he couldn’t tell you the truth. Hawk would have killed him too.”
“I’m glad you're not dead.”
“Me too.” I take her mouth, biting at her bottom lip to taste her on mine.
“Shit.” She pulls away again. “It’s after one. I have to go.”
“Stay with me tonight.” I know I can’t keep her but I’m not ready to let her go yet. “Can’t someone else close the bar?”
“That’s not it. I have responsibilities now.” She scrambles off the bed and throws her clothes on. I tear them off as quickly as she puts them on.
“You have to stop. I can’t stay.” She yanks her shirt back on.
“Sure you can.” As soon as her shirt is covering her perfect tits, I tug it up again. I lean forward and take her breast in my mouth, flicking my tongue over the hardening bud. She moans and shoves me back.
“There’s some things I trust others with and some things I can’t.” I stop fighting her, even though I don’t want too and let her get dressed. “Storm is meeting me before we open today.”
