Page 127 of Already At Risk
CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
cameron
“YOU HAVE TO BE quiet, Sunshine.” I stared down at Natalie, who was panting, sprawled out across her bedsheets, looking dewy and gorgeous. A goddamn goddess. “Can you do that?”
She bit her bottom lip, nodding. Her eyes were focused on my hands and the way I was rolling the condom over my cock, which was aching, pulsing for her.
Once it was in place, I slid my palms onto her thighs, spreading them further apart. Natalie glistened for me, her arousal apparent even from here, and my cock throbbed harder.
But I also felt my want in so many other places tonight than just there. My entire body pulsed with a desire like I’d never known.
Placing a knee on the end of the bed, I hovered over Natalie, watching her chest rise and fall in anticipation, appreciating the way her breasts rocked and her nipples peaked. The pretty flush that I always saw on her face covered her entire body, evidence of the way she wanted me.
It almost wasn’t fair that she existed, nearly unbelievable that there was someone out there like her, someone I was so attractedand attached to that it almost hurt to look at her. Because what happened if I everlosther?
Losing people was something I couldn’t help but think about, all the time, but the idea of losing Natalie? Simply unthinkable, unbearable.
I couldn’t lose her.
I couldn’t lose this.
But tonight wasn’t about what I needed; it was about whatsheneeded.
I lowered my voice to a barely audible pitch, one only meant for her. “Put a pillow under your lower back.” Natalie gave me a funny look but obeyed. My lips twitched. I fucking loved showing her ways to heighten her pleasure in the bedroom, but I had to try hard not to think about whether she would take those things and use them with someone else. Becausefuck that.
I swallowed hard, forcing those thoughts away and focusing on Natalie. Right now, she wasmine. She was about to come aroundmycock while being held inmyarms, and it was going to besofucking good because everything with this woman was. It didn’t matter what would happen in the future or had happened in the past. Nothing mattered right now but this moment.
Sliding a finger between her legs, I studied how Natalie’s eyes expanded—relief twisting with need, that feeling of getting what you’d been waiting for. I dove further into her wet pussy, dipping my finger deeper until I was inside her, where I goddamn belonged. Natalie gasped, and it was loud—tooloud.
“Natalie,” I reprimanded, harsh in the way I knew she liked.
“I’m sorry,” she panted, squirming against my touch, seeking more of it. “I can’t help it. It’s so?—”
“Youcan,” I insisted, thrusting again and enjoying the way her body bowed off the bed. “And youwill.”
Natalie pressed her lips together, desperately attempting to cut off any sounds, but her whimper still slipped through when I added a secondfinger.
“Baby, do you want to be fucked or not? Because if you’re this loud with just my fingers, how will you handle my cock?”
Natalie’s eyes widened, realizing I might be serious.
I wasn’t serious. I’d find a way to fuck her, to keep her quiet.
“Yes,” she pleaded, canting her hips into the air as I withdrew my fingers. “Please, Cam. I can handle it.”
She could handle anything. My beautiful, brilliant girl.
“So pretty when you beg,” I said, my voice muffled by a trembling in it I couldn’t conceal. How had I become so lucky that I got to have her like this? “But you don’t have to. Not with me. Never with me.”
The irony of our dynamic was that she could say jump, and I’d say how high. She had me wrapped around her pretty little finger, and I wasn’t sure she even realized it.
“I know,” she breathed, comfort visibly coating her features when I dropped onto the bed, leaning over her. “But I can’t wait.”
“Stop telling me things you can’t do,” I warned. “When I know you can do fucking anything.”
For some reason, that made tears sparkle in her eyes, and I shook my head, dropping to brush a kiss over her lips. I didn’t want her to cry. I just wanted her to know that she was so goddamn breathtaking and incredible. She had noideajust how incredible she was.
She sighed my name against my lips, and I deepened the kiss.
