A massive bed faces the doors on the far wall, and large windows on either side give a view of the snow-covered mountains. The bed looks to die for. Its golden headboard has my dirty mind immediately imagining being cuffed to it—or having Kai cuffed to it. Or my hands could hold on to it while one of them eats me out and the other fucks me while someone fucks them.
The sheets are a mix of silky gold and cream. Everything in here screams heaven, the complete opposite of Sam’s.
“This is the best room in the inn,” Kai says as he tugs me away from Remi’s hold. “If we’re not in Sam’s room, we’re in here. I have a smaller room down the hall that I rarely spend time in.”
“Is it decorated like the bar?”
Sam’s laugh—dark and velvety—draws my gaze his way. He’s closed the doors and lit the fire with a snap of his fingers. It gives a soft and sensual glow to the already sexy room. He prowls toward us as he says, “You’ve got his number, baby.”
A rubber band wraps around my heart at the endearment as Kai kisses my knuckles. Remi presses his body behind me, placing his hands on my hips. “Are you okay with letting us worship you tonight, love?” he asks.
I tip my chin up toward him. “Are you asking if I’ll let you all take the lead?”
He teases the tip of my nose with his. “You know I’m already doing that, but yes. Let us take care of you and show you what being with three Nephilim—who are obsessed with you, by the way—feels like.”
His words would have thawed my cold heart if it hadn’t been already. I can see how much they want me, but to hear that they feel as obsessed with me as I do with them makes my toes curl in my boots.
My body melts back into his, finding the other two beings devouring me with their eyes. Remi’s growing erection nestles against my backside, and I grind into it until he moans.
The answer is an easy one. Truthfully, I’m done thinking. Now that I’ve started to let myself feel again, I want to feel everything, all at once, and I want to do that with these three beings.
They’ve never judged me, never treated me like I was less than or the “Ice Queen” I thought I had to be. They simply guided me, showed me what I could have, what I really wanted: to not only be enough but also to allow myself to be loved and give love in return.
I reach my hand up and cup the side of Remi’s neck, playing with the short hair there. “Yes,” I say with confidence. “Do what you want with me. I’m yours.”
Remi growls. “That includes using our grace on you?”
My eyes connect with Sam’s at the memory of his tentacles and the way he stretched me, fucked me deep and hard. He made me take every part of him easily and without pain. I grind back into Remi again, and he grips my hips, holding me still.
“Yes,” I answer huskily. “And I’ll save you what I think is the next question. My safe word is Christmas.”
Sam draws closer, looking like a panther ready to pounce. “Someone’s needy.”
“Very.” There’s no need to hide it. They are, too.
“Strip her, Remiel,” Sam commands. The bark sends a gush of arousal to my pussy. He stops near Kai, turning the smirkingman toward him. Remi’s hands shift to my waist, and he undoes the belt of my coat followed by the buttons. As he undresses me, I watch as Sam removes Kai’s clothes. It reminds me of the first night I saw them all together, except this time, I get to participate.
Piece by piece, Kai and I are stripped down to our underwear. He’s in silky boxers, and I’m in a red thong and lacy red bra. Kai returns the favor and undresses Sam as Remi’s masculine hands trace over my curves from his place behind me.
One of his palms stop to cup my sex. He puts enough force on it that I lift off the ground so I’m on my toes. The pressure on my clit makes me gasp. Fuck, I love how strong and big he is, the way the veins in his hand bulge as he uses his strength on me.
“Did you wear these for us, love?” he asks, his hand still on my lingerie-covered pussy.
“I did.”
His lips skim over my pulse. “You hoped this would happen, didn’t you?”
“You know I did.”
He sucks at my neck, shifting his cock against my ass. “We did, too. We wanted you to come back, spent all night awake hoping you’d return.”
His words fill the space behind my ribcage and wrap around my heart. A part of me doesn’t want to believe him, but I know it’s true. I can feel it in how they touch and look at me, how they were waiting for me when I came inside the inn.
Remi sucks and licks down my neck, releasing my pussy. He removes my bra with ease and nestles the bulge of his still-clothed shaft between the cheeks of my ass, thrusting lightly up and down while his other hand starts to play with my nipples.
“Watch them.” He directs my hooded gaze to Sam and Kai. “I know you like seeing them together. I do, too.”
Kai and Sam stand molded together, completely naked. A whine escapes my throat as their lips collide in searing kisses, their hands gripping each other’s asses.