Page 104 of Chasing Blue
“I don’t give a fuck. I like it better when you taste like you, not like all the lotions and shit you smother yourself in. Come ride my face, Blue, then you can ride my cock. I wanna watch your tits bounce as you do it.”
That’s all the encouragement she needs. Wrapping her legs around my hips, I lift and carry her away from the wall and lay us both down in the middle of the hallway.
We’re back in almost the spot we started in just a few short months ago, and I can’t help smiling at that fact as I lay on my back, hold on to her hips, and slide her up my chest to straddle my face.
After licking from her clit to the opening of her pussy a couple of times, I bury my tongue inside her, holding onto her hips and helping her to rock and grind against me.
“Play with your clit, Blue. Play with yourself while you fuck my face.”
Head thrown back, she moves one hand to play between her legs while the other pulls at her nipple.
“Take your scrunchy out, I wanna see your hair down.” She reacts immediately, her rich auburn hair falling down her back and spilling over her shoulders.
“Good girl,” I say, getting the exact reaction I always get when I say that to her as she lets out a groan and rides my face harder. “Good fucking girl.”
She’s so wet I can’t swallow her down fast enough, and I know this means she’s about ready.
“Need to be inside you, baby,” I tell her.
Eyes opening, she tilts her head so her blues hit mine.
“Condom?” she whispers the word like it’s a question, knowing full well what my answer’s gonna be.
“We talked about this. No condom.”
I watch as her eyes shine, and I hope it’s from lust and they’re not tears.
“I’m scared,” she says quietly with a shrug.
“I know, but we talked to the doctor and . . .”
“I’m scared itwon’thappen, not that itwill.”
“Well, my jizzispotent, but I don’t think it’s gonna happen if you don’t let me stick my cock inside you.”
That earns me a grin and a headshake as she slides down my body and straight onto my dick.
“I love you,” I tell her. “We’ve got this. Either way, we’ve got . . .”
“Will you stop talking and just fuck me,” she orders.
“Absolutely,” I reply and do as ordered.
We want a baby.Iwant a baby. Never in my life have I wanted this. As much as I love my son, when I first found out Eden was pregnant with him, even then, I didn’t want a baby, and thanks to that whole experience, I’ve never wanted another baby since Finn was born.
But with Blue, I want a baby. All the babies. Two or three if she’ll let me, but for right now, one will do. We just need to get her pregnant.
We’ve spoken to her doctor, who referred us to a fertility specialist. It may take a little more trying, we might even need some help, but there’s no reason it can’t happen, then they’ll just monitor her closely. The chances of another abruption are higher, but unlikely. We weighed all this information up, and I left the final decision down to Blue, and she’s all in. All we have to do now is stop her overthinking brain from going in a negative direction, and I plan on doing that by making the whole experience of trying as enjoyable as possible, which is what I’m doing right now.
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After kissingher against her car, I turn Scarlett around, open her door, and wait as she climbs in.
“Combination curry, no pineapple, extra chilli, garlic, and sauce, right?”
“Yep,” she replies. “You sure Finn’s out and won’t want anything?” Scarlett checks after I buckle her in, and she starts her car.
“He’s going to Ava’s, said they were going out to eat, but they might come back to ours later.”
