Page 77 of From the Ashes
We finish washing in record time, barely toweling off before I’m literally dragging him to my bed and fishing the lube and a condom out of my nightside drawer as he lays on his back.
Walker eyes the contents I pulled from the drawer warily.
“Always prepared, huh?” He tries to pass it off as a joke, but I see the jealous hurt in his eyes a second before he catches it himself. “Fuck, that’s not fair. Forget I said anything.”
I grab his jaw and make sure he’s looking at me when I respond.
“There has never beenanyoneI’ve wanted the way I want you, Walker. I’m ashamed to admit that everyone between the last time you and I had sex, and this time, was just a placeholder. Every time I closed my eyes, I’d beg the powers that be for you to be there when I opened them again.” Rolling my hips into him so my cock slides along his, I whisper, “Let me prove it to you.”
I barely see his frantic nod before I lower myself on the bed. Lying on my stomach, I wrap my arms under his thighs so I can taste him everywhere. His hips buck when my tongue circles the rim of his asshole, but he doesn’t tell me to stop.
I could fucking eat him forever.
Once he’s pushing down onto my face, growing wild with desire, I lube a finger and slowly work myself in and out of his ass while pulling his balls back into my mouth one at a time.
“Fuck yes,” he whimpers, his voice so strained he almost sounds like he’s crying. I crook my finger slightly to stroke his prostate, and his hips thrust forward aggressively. Placing my left hand on his thigh, I keep him still so I don’t accidentally bite him.
When I add a second finger, he bends his knees and widens his legs to give me better access.
“You like that, baby?” I ask, keeping a slow, steady rhythm to torture him.
“Yes.Yes.Please, fuck me already,” he whines.
“God, I love hearing you beg.” My own cock is aching, straining to get to him, and I catch myself grinding my hips into the mattress, seeking friction for relief. But I know I’ll only find the relief I need once I’m buried inside Walker.
I want to flip him over and ride his ass, slapping each cheek until red blooms across his flesh. I want to punish him for making me want him so badly and making me lose control like this. But more than any of that, I want to see his face when he comes. I want to watch his abs contract and his dick paint his chest, so I leave him on his back.
I reach for the condom on the bed next to his head and he stops me.
“Phoe.” My nickname is a plea on his lips, and I know exactly what he wants.
“Don’t tempt me, Walker,” I growl, knowing if I come inside him without a barrier, I’m never letting him go. And I’m not sure either of us is ready for that.
“Hasn’t there been enough time and distance between us already?” he asks gently, his fingers grazing my thigh.
“You don’t understand what you’re asking of me,” I try to explain, but he’s nothing if not persistent.
“Idounderstand. And I want it more than anything,” he says sincerely.
It appears I’m still unable to tell this manno.After deliberating with myself for less than ten seconds, I add more lube to both him and I. Clenching my teeth to keep myself under control, I grip his right ankle in my left hand and push his leg up so I can see where I’m aiming.
My cock isn’t even half an inch inside him when he bears down, almost causing me to lose it right then.
“You…have to…relax,” I grit out.
“It’s been a while,” he replies. “Just give me a sec.”
The question is out before I can stop it. The last thing I want to think about is someone else touching what’s mine. What’sbeen mineall along. “How long is a while?”
“Eight years,” he says on an exhale, his eyes on my face, watching my reaction.
My heart damn near stops in my chest as my fingertips dig into his flesh. “You haven’t slept with anyone since we were together?”
“No.”
I want to lean forward and kiss him, but that would drive me deeper inside, and I don’t want to hurt him.
He’s been missing out on his sexual prime. A man who is fueled by coffee and testosterone like so many bronc and bull riders before him. And he hasn’t had sex ineight years?
