“That’s why you want me to come with you?”
 
 He looked up and nodded again, though there was sadness in his eyes. “That is correct. I would like for you to discuss this with those involved in educating our volunteers.”
 
 I licked my lips. “I’m not refusing, but why me? I’m sure there are others with more compelling stories.”
 
 He was contemplative for several seconds. “Do you remember what I asked you that led to that conversation?”
 
 I nodded. “You asked if I preferred women… because I didn’t react to you.”
 
 “Yes. And that is why I feel you are the most obvious choice.”
 
 “Because I don’t react?”
 
 “Yes.”
 
 “But there are plenty of people here working with you just fine.”
 
 He bit his lower lip. “There have been… incidents.”
 
 “Huh?”
 
 “There are only a small number of us on Earth at present, but there have already been several unplanned matings. Only three in your country, but that is how intense the reaction can be. Because of that, we have concerns about taking an unmated human to Lyll. The probability for unexpected mating increasessignificantly there, especially among humans who prefer to partner with men.”
 
 “But since my sexual attraction is based on emotional connection…” I started.
 
 He nodded. “It is still not without risk. However, my superiors are more comfortable because of your particular sexuality.”
 
 I was silent as my thoughts raced. What right did I have to talk about human sexuality? My stories were mild compared to many. I wouldn’t be able to speak from an area of study and expertise, just from the perspective of my own experiences.
 
 How many people would have already jumped at the chance to visit another planet? My inner child was screaming ‘yes’ while the rest of me was questioning whether I was the right person.
 
 Finally, I licked my lips. “I’m willing to go and get the conversation started, but I cannot be your sole source of information. I’ll open this door, but your people will need to find those who can talk about this from more perspectives than mine.”
 
 Eashai nodded. “An honest and reserved answer. I have not known you for long, but it is what I have learned to expect.”
 
 I swallowed. “So this is really happening? I’m going to visit your world?”
 
 He smiled. “Unless you decide otherwise.”
 
 “And Floyd and the general? They’re ok with it?”
 
 He laughed. “They were not pleased at my request, however—as Floyd reminded me—you are a civilian, therefore they cannot order you to accompany me nor remain on Earth.”
 
 I grinned. “In other words, it’s my choice.”
 
 He nodded. “Correct.”
 
 I was silent for several seconds—making sure I’d considered everything. Then I returned his nod. “Ok then. I guess I’m going to Lyll.”
 
 Chapter 6
 
 Agolf cart waited for me outside the visitor quarters. The morning was chill with a low fog clinging to the ground. Yet, despite the early hour, the now-constant sounds of my life came from all around—beeps from heavy machinery and construction equipment in the background and soldiers going about their daily training routines.
 
 My backpack felt too light as I climbed into the cart—holding only several days' worth of clothes and some toiletries. However, I knew that it was because I’d become accustomed to traveling with the necessities of modern life.
 
 Things that I wouldn’t be able to use on an alien world.
 
 Even if the military had permitted me to take my phone or computer, it was highly doubtful I’d be allowed to keep personal photos of a trip to another planet. And there would be no way to recharge them once there. I couldn’t even visit Europe without an adaptor, so the chances of being able to plug in my electronics on Lyll were essentially nil.